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Star light, star bright. Don't let me wake to see the light.. I wish,  if I may,  to take her place.... I don't deserve to be.  Nor did she..  


Nothing holds

caring can't be

Savour light laced value

time has no grasp.

Prone to break

heaven looks.

Author's Notes/Comments: 


Fact in Fiction

Verse 1:
If we all believe in an utopia

That lasts forever,

We wouldn't try so hard to die,

Satisfation: so lose, yet so far


Erase and rewrite these stories of mine:
I"ll change the ending 'cause you're my soulmate

I cannot bear to watch you walk away.
Walk away with my love, hope, and dreams.


Verse 2:
Fact in fiction: There is no ending to our story

Until the day I die, I'll die with honor.

Whenever we're together, babe
You make the seasons start to change.


Whenever w're lost in paradise together,

I would ask you for a chance to make our love better

If only you could see how much I love you.

Things wouldn't have ended the way it did.


All the songs I've written seemed like my story.

So, I sang them to death.]

Someday, you'll calll and congratulate me.

I'll prepare a good thank you and Good Bye message

For you: In time, I'll promise you that much. 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Based on the song: "Singing Got Better" by Ailee. English Subtitles up on YouTube.

New year

poems 1

It is almost the new year 

I look up at the sky and

wish you still here but

you are spending the 

New year

New year

in heaven and watching

the ball drop in New York 

from above you will be 

ringing the new year in heaven

New year 

I know you are still here

with me in spirit I feel

you walk by side me and

I know you can see me and 

Is proud of the person I be come

I know you see how I decorate

my front room and bedroom and if 

you was here I know you

will say I love how 

you decorate you

bedroom and front room 

you also know I am

moving to a new house

next year so happy 

New year 

2017 in the new year

in heaven my love

© Amanda Kay Hill



Heaven is for real

poems 1

I know some people

do not believe in God

but just let me tell you

believe in God the saver

he die on the cross for us

I know some people

do not believe in God

but just let me tell you

believe in God the saver

he die on the cross for us

I know some people 

do not believe in God 

but just let me tell you 

this God the saver die 
on the cross for us and 
he will come back and 
there are Angel here on 
earth to help us show us 
the way because I believe
in Angel because I get saved 
from death and I know 
some people get saved by 
Angel because God send them
to saved us so when our 
time is up to go to 
heaven with God the saver 
© Amanda Kay Hill 

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I know we don't know 

what heaven look like 

but I believe up in heaven 

is like here on earth but 

with more color and you 

can fly anywhere 

you want to



I know we don't know 

what heaven look like 

but I believe up in heaven 

is like here on earth but 

with more color and you 

can fly anywhere you want 

to and when you go up to 

heaven you are free and i 

believe god take the best 

so they can help him so 

when he does come back 

to get us our house up in 

heaven will be all ready for 

us to see and have fun.

© Amanda Kay Hill


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In Your Shadow

Verse 1:

Reality scares me to death.

I'm afraid to close my eyes.

Running out of places to hide.

I''ve become a ghost in your shadow.

In your shadow, I will pray for you.


Time won't stop or end.

We stand united, undivided.

Just be the light

and shine hope on

Those that need it.


Verse 2:
Where did we go wrong?

What have we left behind?

Where is God now?

In your shadow,

I will just be the light.



These days are out numbered.

Where do we go from here?

F.E.A.R - Face Everything and Rise Or

F.E.A.R - Fear Everything and Run.

In your shadow, I will pray for you.



T.H.I.N.K - True? Helpful (Hurtful)? Innovative? Necessary (Nice)? Kind?

We're running out of time.

In your shadow,

I will promise

To pray for you.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

After hearing of the election results in America last night, I am heartbroken, devastated, numb, etc. I don't know what to think. This song is dedicated to the Americans in this situation who are AGAINST a Trump presidency.

Day by Day

Verse 1:
Day by day, I think of you:
What could have been

But never was.

Now, I can see that

We weren't meant to be.


Day by day, the waiting is endless.

Inside of me, is the love

That I never gave to you.

Day by day, my search is over.


Verse 2:
Since I've found you,

I won't look back.

And since you've found me,

I'll be your's to keep.


Without a doubt,

I know that

"You're the one.:
I won't let you go so easily.


Tell me, do you feel the same?

There's something about

This complicated feeling

That I cannot express in words.

No matter what,

I'll love you. 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Another "love song" that references my other songs: "Your's to Keep (part 1/part 2)," and "No Matter (part 1/part 2/part 3?)....It's based off the Korean pop song: "Kontrol" by Kim Sung Kyu. English subtitles up on youtube.

Breathless Lungs

I felt the warmth penetrate my cheek, 

By the sun,

I eventually came to,

Seemed as though the sun was always awaiting my arrival,

Not sure what makes me different or if I imagine that I am....


Face gazed toward the sun,

My eyes slowly opened, 

there stood a blinding light,

My angel was making her appearance,

With a fist full of small, fragile fingers,

I rubbed my pale blue eyes,

Closer to me she came,


She whispered, 

I listened,

"to thee I give the gift of feeling what most human souls cannot."

"In this life there will be mourning, in this life the ashes shall blanket the ground beneath your feet."

"Sweet child, you must always remember to crawl beneath the clouds of smoke and find what gives you air, and with this air you must stay as this shall carry you through."

Her words were injected into my veins, 

I was alive and I was awake,

My sight became clear,

Sadly enough I saw the world for what it was, 

Indeed, it was as she said,

So with courage built, I took one last, deep breath and fought past the ash and zombies,

Bursting through glass walls,

Walls that kept me quarantined with the robotic dead,

I ran fast as I could stumbling from one slate stone to the next,

Thick, overgrown vines made it hard to see,

Losing hope, I begin to sing my angel's song to the very depths of my collapsing lungs,

"I will replace beauty for ashes and the oil of joy for mourning"

My body, my mind was mangled, 

but this soul is pure and this soul is blessed so I continued to sing,

Treading through quicksand, 

my footprints continuously sank into the earth below, 

The land long forgotten by it's inhabitants...

I was running out of air....

On my dark, torn path, 

God placed a light,

I saw your face through the brush,

My body and soul ran to you fragile and weak, as if you were but a mere mirage,

And then I looked into your eyes... ha, oh those eyes...


Despite my compressed timing

I swam past great depths looking into your eyes,

As if I pressed a fastfoward button in hopes of getting to my happy ending,

My deprived, shrinking lungs met the expansion in your eyes,

I was my own element of life but you... you were my air... my reginerating oxygen,

Every breath taken was created from memories of those laboring hallways and glances stolen,

Yes, cutpurse theif I became,

In your eyes I stored many stolen treasures to which were not my own, 

After all, you were just a mirage and

Your yearned beauty replaced my smoldering ashes,

thick from years of constant firefight,

In those ashes I would become another zombie, just like the rest,

Souls lost to robotic governed tactics... zombies.

In your presence, I found new strength,

Thinking I could survive I continued onward seeking my own victory,

My light at the end of the tunnel,

as if I could convince myself you weren't real, that I had imagined you.

Well, turns out, I reached the tunnel and I also found the end, it was a long journey and it feels great to be there, but what I've realized was you were the light, you were supposed to be here at the end, you were my air and with you is where I belong, not because I need you to complete me but because you are the matching elements. My fire for light and my air to fill my lungs.

Silly me,

I've been dying little by little everyday, 

When I think I'm almost gone, 

There you come, 

flying overhead,

Like an angel delivering a shock to my heart and every time my lungs fill like balloons, and every time, i'm alive again.