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Sometimes I Forget He Does Love Me

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Love Poems

Sometimes I forget he does love me.

Everytime he leaves my house,

I remind him to text me

as soon as he gets home.

And he does.

Because the first time he forgot

I never slept.

I found a police scanner

and turned on the news

waiting for the report that says

"blonde hair, blue eyed boy found dead."

And that morning when I gulped down coffee

and cleaned my tear stained face

he finally texted me.

Apologizing, he swore he'd never do it again.

He hasn't.

But sometimes

he forgets to mention he is going out.

So at midnight when my panic settles in my gut,

instead of him calling to calm me down

he replies with "I can't I am at a party."

And the panic rises to my head,

where I explode.

Through my one word replies he realises

I am not ok.

He calls

apologizing constantly

saying he is the one who should be sorry

even though my mental illnesses are to blame.

I panic another night

because it has been a half hour

since he texted me back.

And that seems strange to me

because a half hour ago

ge replied within a minute.

But, fourty-five minutes later

when I start shaking

and looking up the latest car accidents,

he texts me.

Sorry love, I was driving home.

And I suddenly remember the countless times

I have told him to never text and drive.

I realize my panic

presses me to think he is hurt,

and sometimes it makes me

forget he love me.

My love texts back.

He has done what I asked,

so that I don't have another panic attack.

He reminds me

that he does the best he can

to not worry me.

Because he loves me

even with all my panic.

They Can't Call This Love

Folder: 
Love Poems

They say that love never dies,

yet it can kill so many beautiful creatures.

How come love never ends,

yet it ends the life of those who found it?

Why does love crush us

even though it has lifted us past the highest mountain?

We stood tall,

brave,

leaning on its shoulder

allowing ourselves to cave into its beauty.

Allowing ourselves to use it as a cane

to help ourselves when we are at our weakest points.

Saying "I love you" to people

who don't say it back,

yet knowing that maybe they already fell for loves trap.

Maybe they can't turn around and say it back,

say it straightforward,

because those three words

ruined their love for themselves.

So they say it without letting you know.

They kiss you on the cheek,

"You are beautiful,"

yet they have never felt beauty themselves

after the heartbreak they had many years ago.

They tell you to call them as soon as you get home,

because even though they cannot love you

they would be just as heartbroken if you were hurt.

They cannot love anymore,

but they can express it in the simplest ways.

So when they climb that highest mountain

knowing there is a feeling for you

yet not being able to call it love,

when they lean their head on your shoulder

you wont step out of the way.

Instead of love

letting them avalanche down the side of a mountain

breaking every bone in their body

shattering their heart,

they meet your shoulder

with comfort.

You say, "I love you,"

and they say, "Thank you."

 

To Flaminia

Cherished One.

I bow before you.

And,

I stand before you.

I Adore you.

Our passion,

Consumes all of time.

And, 

Devours all of space.

Bliss.

Incomprehensible,

Unknowable,

Except to us,

Who have known,

Love.

Such as this.

Don't Go Into The Light

 

 

 

The doctor said “I’ve done all I can, now the rest is in god’s hands and I’m sorry, I don’t think she’ll make it through the night”.  As he turned around and walked away I fell to my knees and started to to pray, please don’t take my world from me tonight.  While I watch her lay helplessly in bed, scenes from our life flash through my head, like the day we met, it was love at first sight. I began to cry, tears flowed from my eyes, was this our last goodbye?  If you can hear my voice stay with me, never give up the fight, don’t go into the light, ‘cause…I live for your love, the warmth of your embrace, when I’m feeling sad, you put a smile on my face. I just want you to know, no one could take your place, you can’t be replaced, and I’ll stay by your side ‘til the morning sun rise, to watch you open those beautiful eyes.  Everything will be all right, just keep up the fight, don’t go into the light.

 

I wiped a tear from my eye, not willing to accept what I could not deny, refusing to believe that this is how it will end.  As precious time steals your final hours I look to the sky and cry out to a higher power, please don’t take my love, my best friend.  I would trade places for you to have a tomorrow, to end all your pain and your sorrow, for a second chance to start over again. This is not how it was suppose to be, for this was the day I would ask you to marry me, now if my broken heart will ever mend, you must keep up the fight, don’t go into the light, ‘cause…I live for your love, the warmth of your embrace, when I’m feeling sad, you put a smile on my face. I just want you to know, no one could take your place, you can’t be replaced, and I’ll stay by your side ‘til the morning sun rise, to watch you open your beautiful eyes. Everything will be all right, just keep up the fight, don’t go into the light.

 

Last night the angels came, they took her away, but I know someday, I’ll see you again when my lonely life ends, and it’s my time, my turn, I’ll go into the light.

 

 

 

                                                   "Sometimes when you think it’s the end it’s not, it’s really the beginning”

                                                                                                                             Royce

 

 

                             

 

  

 

   

 

 

                                          

 

 

    

 

 

          

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                                                                                                                               

 

 

 

                                                                                                        

 

 

 

                                     

 

 

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