starcrossed love

heart spirals

These two spiral heart strings against a glittered black velvet universe seem to travel in opposite directions in the same circle of space. Winding down and on just the right turn almost seem to touch an illusion paonted by the artisan masters of the universe. Free will, what a splendid curse balancing on the edge of forever forsaken forbidden an ironic twist of a man made ideological prision. The fear of the unknown the joyless anticipation the Gods themselves envy. To become what was made. To immerse the self in wide-eyed wonder and a curiosity omnipitence couldnt even begin to comprehend. And loves capability on all levels seems incomprehensible. To love as we love with our boundaries so tightly wound still thier cruel devices mean nothing to us except the chance to float through eachothers atmosphere to linger for a while after the aching weight of building momentum spinning those strands closer perchance a kiss,  a touch, a look to convey the hope of loves permission granted to wash our souls clean in the glory of immaculate union. To bring the empty shell of emotion a fullness and lightness that even for the slightest moment brings the universe to a stand still and is washed in the intensity of our long held sacrifice bending to the will of the world screams through every plane of existence proclaiming the will to love...

 

Suddenly the spirals didnt seem to figure any more.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Draft on phone :) i had some time wow!

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This is my Reason

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Soul mates

Ahhh, the sun is tucked away,
Hiding so that it may pounce
upon the moon when
she seductively passes;
hinting of moods to come.
News of their antics
are brought by the winds
And the cool fresh breeze
deftly strokes my face
Inviting me to breathe in deeply
And draw in the cleansing air.
I look to the beaming brightest star;
And I think of my poetry
Lines in verses;
Verses in stanzas;
swapping lines weaving imagery
in the filigree of intricately placing
these haphazardly chosen words,
into emotive candles in the wind.
A Signalling of what I am; of life and soul.
There are no whispers in my poetry,
they are my words for me.
Sometimes they are elusive and
play endless tip-chasey like
The sun chasing moon's shadow
Moon chasing the sun's light.
And like some small sliver of the moon,
these words are all I have
in lieu, of warm arms and gentle caresses
here with my pleasant company
for a while in a stolen moment.
Perhaps as some small recompense
I offer these to you, as if it is all I have
Never partaking of this impossible love.
Happy just to look upon eachother
And enjoy the company alone it brings
us thus you and I and my why.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Lost the first draft trying to catch it before I forget :( oh well better this than nothing... :)

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This is my Reason

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Soul mates

Ahhh, the sun is tucked away,
Hiding so that it may pounce
upon the moon when
she seductively passes
hinting of moods to come
News of their antics
are brought by the winds
And the cool fresh breeze
deftly strokes my face
Inviting me to breathe in deeply
And draw in the cleansing air
I look to the beaming brightest star
And I think of my poetry
Lines in verses
Verses in stanzas,
swapping lines weaving imagery
in the filigree of intricately placing
these haphazardly chosen words
into emotive candles in the wind
signalling what I am of life and soul.
There are no whispers in my poetry
they are my words for me.
Sometimes they are elusive and
play endless tip-chasey like
The sun chasing moons shadow
Moon chasing the sun's light
Like some small sliver of the moon
these words are all I have
in lieu of warm arms and gentle caresses
here with my pleasant company
for a while in a stolen moment
Perhaps as some small recompense
I offer these to you as if it is all I have
Never partaking of this impossible love
Happy just to look upon eachother
And enjoy the company alone it brings
Thus I and you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Lost the original trying to catch it all before I go. :!)

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I Can't

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Soul mates

What's the point? whats the use?
I can't handle not being your muse.
I look for meaning in your dark eyes,
I can't keep lying, myself I so realize.
I mask the dissapointment oh so well,
I can't believe that you just can't tell;
When you're the one who knew we fell?
If we were really all we could possibly be;
I can't believe you can't still feel it in me,
I see the honey melting in your gentle look -
I can't know the pieces of your heart I took
I left you in a hazy doubt by word, by needs
I could not go there, not by word or by deeds...
The rapturous torture, on my pain will ever feed,
On loves one and only pledge and this undying creed,
I can't let go of all that nearly was, we were effortless,
So close. A trick, a trace and we all lose face,
Hope, hope till nothing's left,
Barr unending grace...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Haunted by the one you must lose all in this life to gain and lose in the one to come. happy to hear what you think :)