You made me hate myself
Made me think
that I was
Not good enough
Not perfect enough
To be your daughter
I wanted to leave
But you told me stories,
Made me terrified of the world so I stayed
However things got worse
And we both got in a fight
And you kick me out in the middle of the night
I felt broken and I was scared
But I didn't let this destroy me
I found a place
Where I felt comfortable and safe
And I'm doing just fine
I still hate myself
But that's alright
Because one day
Your words will mean nothing to me
Just a thing of the past
And I know that I will be able to say that
I am good enough
I am perfect enough
And that I love myself
Dear God
Goddess
Fate
Dear Future
Dear Past
Humanity
Help me To love Myself
To trust myself
And to allow myself to forgive
my past mistakes
Please help me To see Something good when I look in the mirror
Beyond the surface reflection
Please help me to spend efforts
In time, energy, and heart juice
Doing what I love
Instead of self-destructing
Dear Universe
Make me your child again
Pure and Faithful
Clean, anew
Innocent and Fresh
Worthy Of this experience Called Life
and the Joys and Glories it brings
Amen.