getting better
Eventually
You made me hate myself
Made me think
that I was
Not good enough
Not perfect enough
To be your daughter
I wanted to leave
But you told me stories,
Made me terrified of the world so I stayed
However things got worse
And we both got in a fight
And you kick me out in the middle of the night
I felt broken and I was scared
But I didn't let this destroy me
I found a place
Where I felt comfortable and safe
And I'm doing just fine
I still hate myself
But that's alright
Because one day
Your words will mean nothing to me
Just a thing of the past
And I know that I will be able to say that
I am good enough
I am perfect enough
And that I love myself
for me
blank.steady.music.focus.
on_what?
loss.
an_item_gifted.tainted.
here.a_place_not_often_visited.
not_since_finding_happiness.her.
but_one_push_sent_me_back.
where_it_festers.boils.
i.snake_with_sharp_tongue.
strike_out.sear.
whats_the_point?
reflect.do_better.forgive.
the_loss_remains.
but_this_helps.