I'm kind of pathetic here, I fantasized about of all things phone sex and wrote about it! I was too much of a chicken to actually do it, let the person call me and talk sex but I thought about how it would have been and wrote about it! I've done such things so many times, been too chicken to do them but in my mind would nact them out and then write about the incident like it really had happened. I'm not a pervert really, its just that back then I was going through a terrible marriage and was very lonely so when I went on line some nights I probably seemed more like a lonely woman in a pick up bar looking for a score, (sad but true) am truly glad though that part of my life is over and I don't do that stuff anymore, in other words, I'm damn near that of a prude now (laughs)
