1.
It is out right to say, YES.
Or NO, if we wish;
We are humans, not robots,
Intelligent just as you are,
Able to think and decide,
And what we decide is canon.
Yes, we say NO.
To push on us the man-man thing,
If for the goose you say it’s good,
We, for the gander, it’s not;
But we go with mother nature,
That Eve go with Eve,
Rights, you call it,
But, Wrong, we say.
I found God in myself
And I loved him fiercely
I found God in my mother
And I loved him warmly
I found God in my family
And I loved him devoutly
I found God in my prayers
And I loved him reverently
I found God in nature
And I loved him knowingly
I found God in my melancholy world
And I loved him; I loved him so much it reduced me to tears
I found God in every colored girl, gay man, and convict in this world
And I embraced him fiercely.
Ever since I was small,
my parents say I was the world.
They couldn't wait for me to grow up,
and marry some special girl.
But lately this have gotten weird,
and I don't know what to do.
How do you tell your parents
That the one you love is the same sex as you?
I dated girls all my life,
kissed them and touched them just the same,
but I felt I was playing a character,
or a board piece in a game.
I'd found a girl I thought I loved,
and tried to change the way I felt.
But everytime he would walk by
my frozen heart would melt.
So we moved around in secret,
trying to hide the way we are
We moved from stolen kisses in the dark,
to holding hands beneath the stars.
Until one day she caught us.
We both froze mid-embrace.
I couldn't bear to look her way
and see all the hurt in her face.
She stamped away without a word,
I thought It was over and done.
But then I got a call from home,
telling me to come home Mr. daughter/son.
I admit that hurt a little bit,
why couldn't they understand.
That I was the same kid I always was,
I was just in love with a man.
My father was angry and indignant,
he said that I was a disgust.
That if i continued to act this way,
My moving out was a must.
My mother was much worse,
all she did was stare and cry.
She said she wished I would
have just kept up with the lie
She asked me why would I do this,
weren't girls good enough?
I said it didn't matter man or woman
it was the same love.
Even the Seraphim did not hearken to your call.
But I did. I knew from the moment you came in with those beautiful saphires of eyes.
I knew, that you had a cryptic heart. A heart gaurded by the most fiendish of men.
With your soccer ball rush and declension of nouns. Oh, i knew.
I saw right through the facade you called "lust". Or perhaps it was a bloodlust?
Nevertheless I had seen you in the dark, swaying left and right.
With her freckles and all. Asynchronus hearts.
In your white button down shirt, stained with the blood of Saint Sebastian.