Unrequited Love

TOGETHER WITH A BOND OF METAL

Mystery is mine he casually said

Never to know the real truth

Intrigue is  replaced instead

The guessing games ensued.



Whether he is the man he says

And believes in what he conveyed

Or playing a game of sexual play

Just to mess with her anxious head.



Loving of the bike and friends

Was way more important to them

Feeling the bugs hit their teeth

With their big ass silly grins.



Together with a bond of metal

Hitting the unforeseen path

Not knowing where they will go

Just knowing they will get there fast.



Harley is in their blood to stay

With prestige between their legs

Checking out the sidewalk babes

And approving with each other.



Devious smiles and freedom of

The  untamed Harley Riders

Knowing they own the world

And nothing else matters.



They are the gold on the road

Of summer guided paths

Destined to find the bond of other

Without even looking back.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Waiting for My Harley Rider to find the time of day..lol

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HEART FELT DREAMS

Together we stayed up at night

Forming the idea’s that we could find

The  hopes and dreams insight

To hold until the perfect time



I didn’t think twice about the fact

You asked me to be there then

I knew you were the kind of friend

I could trust and learn to defend.



Secretly thinking the thoughts of love

The wishes we discovered

And feared of ruining the bond and trust

That we promised to another.



Time will tell us what to do

And if we should have been

What did I really mean to you

Am I a lover or a friend?



I would like to know if I am both

And gain the trust from you

You are my fantasy and my hope

Of a love that can run true.



So tell me darling, If I’m not there

Would you miss my love impulses?

Or would you even  think to care

If they were someone else’s



I felt when I saw you the first time

I had found the one true friend

And grew to love your mind

As my heart was yours on lend.



You have a way with words my dear

That makes me feel them too

Your words can take me to places real

In a heart felt dream of you.

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COVE OF SUNLIT HOPE

Even though the river was warm

The stones you threw were cold.

You flowed your love into my life

The rapids ahead were  bold



The river ran so deep for me

But life just didn’t work that way

The crevices just were to deep

To keep the stream that way.



I thought with time

The warmth would shine

The flow being heavy with song.

And the river would soon turn calm



But instead I would find

The stones  were just a sign

With  raging waves flowing wild

A river untamed, was your style.



You thought you could keep me in

But the stones looked way to dark

I couldn’t keep them away from me

They were there for me to see



So I used those stones to step away

And leave the river wild

The stones that lay so dark

Were stones to a new start



I look for the calm down the stream

In the cove of sunlit hope

That peace will be found in the river wild

With the dark stones that lay so cold.



BY REBECCA RUDOLPH

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Broke up with a boyfriend and this sort of how I felt..

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Inside That Noticably Quiet Apartment

Folder: 
Romanticism





i watch the sun cross the floor

on level three of an apartment building

i sit in a wooden chair that creeks

and watch the day slowly pass on the edge of my seat

near the phone a yelling mute

it's painfully clear that a voice is trapped

screaming into a silent stare i see

and watch the day slowly pass slipping down to my knees



head caves into my hands

i hold on as long as i can And then the sun sets

and i crawl into bed

i lay in the dent where it's been..sinking in



i watch couples cross the malls

and wondering how far it is to down there

when i get up from the chair sundays

the calendar near by x'd out another week

dial tone turned into that sound

off the hook pretending that someone may have missed me

i constantly have to face these feelings Off the hook pretending that i'm the one too busy



head caves into my hands

i hold on as long as i can And then the sun sets

and i crawl into bed

i lay in the dent where it's been..sinking in



don't you understand

you never cared

and what that does

to someone who does

and someone who waits

someone with something to give to you and you won't take

so they carry all that weight

all their thirst for life loses taste

and they try so hard till some day...



i sit in a wooden chair that creeks

and watch the day slowly pass on the edge of my seat

speaking into a silent stare at me

it's painfully clear that a voice is trapped



head caves into my hands

i hold on as long as i can And then the tears begin

and they roll down your photo

i lay in the dent where it's been..sinking in

and they smudge your face But i cannot



i cannot

i cannot

i just cannot

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She's Almost Leaving(Another Ananomous Tale)

Folder: 
z - Misc.

i watch her sleeping

i never can myself

if i blink and she's gone

i'll cut out my eyes

so i can pretend

she's here again

till i don't hear a sound

then i'll go deaf

and i'll go numb

so i won't feel a thing

i never feel at peace

but at least i feel her near



under the breeze through the curtains

she's barely breathing

she wants out so badly for heaven

she's almost leaving



i watch her dreaming

she never smiles

at me like these hours

and i don't make a sound

and i can pretend

i'm there with her

like i don't hear a word

of what she whispers

and i like to think

that she won't face no harm

where ever she's at peace

have a use when i'm sitting near



under the breeze through the curtains

she's barely breathing

she wants out so badly for heaven

she's almost leaving



under the breeze through the curtains

she's barely breathing(i know i don't have enough to give)

she wants out so badly for heaven

she's almost leaving(you've given me another reason to live, they've been running out)



i always knew someday she would  but i couldn't let go(i never kept you there)

still she slipped between my fingers   out the window(you couldn't bare to break my heart)

off the ledge one evening  with all hopes exhausted(i know what kept you there)

while i was sunk in my chair  finally sleeping((i couldn't bare to miss your heart..beat)



she floated away

a free fall escape

a parashoot in my face

suffocating



now under the breeze through the curtains

i'm barely breathing

i want out so badly for heaven

i'm almost leaving



under the breeze through the curtains

she's heavy breathing(i know i didn't have enough to give)

she wanted so badly for heaven

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Walk The Beached

Hey there, there are times like this,

i wish you were near enough

to just be able to speak thoughts and feelings



to you that i whisper to the wind.



It's quiet, and this part of the world is

generally silent.

Some times when i walk i think about things i would express



to you and wonder your responses..



There is this deep curiousity

i know will never be breeched.

I walk the shore, and as much

as i would like to believe you're in tune

with my attempts to reach

out to you on a soul-connected frequency,

my thoughts are beached.

It's different then it once was.

I know there'll be no changes and no answer.

Tomorrow will continue just beyond

the rhealms of where water

stagnates..where there

is just a teasing trickle of a stream,..

or thinking back to the edge

of a dying wave just touching drying gills,

a trickle of hope

if you will. Water torture.

Dellusional mirages in the desert.



Travel

the rivers and oceans

in our lives, and at the delta

you'll find just a dangling possibility



hanging from and damming up a waterfall.



Canoo  

the rivers and oceans

in our minds, and at the heart of it

you'll find just a dangling possibility



hanging from and damming up a waterfall.



It will never rise above but it will hold on.



Sometimes i ask why i deserve so little.

No offense, what i mean...

Is I've loved and been loved.

I've been engaged, i've been all alone.

I've been chased, Maybe still am.

Maybe.. All of those possibilities

seem to go somewhere,

one way or another;

but what i find is i'm stuck on one situation

the one i have no ability to alter,

and one that really

has no hope. We can

only give hope to a situation,..

hope cannot just walk in on it's own.

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Sanctuary

There is no sanctuary

But in your eyes

Please take off the mask

And be my disguise



The obituary

Is on the wall

Sooner or later the barbed wire sky will cover us all



This oppurtunity

Is running thin ice

Don't know where to begin

Your glass tints near sunrise



The obituary

Is on the wall

Sooner or later the barbed wire sky will cover us all



I don't want to say

I never knew you close

When i know you as well

Almost as well as myself



I still feel it

I haven't forgotten

Under the torment

Under your harshness



There is no sanctuary..



There is no sanctuary..



There is no sanctuary

But in your eyes

Please take off the mask

And be my disguise



What's past is past

The future will come to pass

Don't let it pass us by

It will pass over us

I don't want to be left behind

To live just to die

Always dying to live

I'll be more safe in you



Two spirits dancing above the gallos

As people walk the high wire

We're beyond the sky..

The sky of barbed wire

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Combustion

I drift through this world
unanchored, unbound
No life in my breast
No home to be found

 

You bridge that distance
You break down that wall
You gather me in
and answer my call

 

But there's still something between us
some separation unseen
I sputter and flicker
You sparkle and gleam

 

If I touched your fire
it's you who'd be burned
so I reign in my hand
against all that I've yearned

 

This affection we've kindled
will more than suffice
for I won't risk your flame
just to banish my ice

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Prisoner

Folder: 
Love

5/5/08



Wouldn’t it be smarter

To break your wings

Before you get too far?



I could hold you here

Against my beating heart

And just love you quietly

Author's Notes/Comments: 

deticated to: Alex

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