I have no real way to explain all the references because they are all quite personal and relate only to me. Sorry. I will say this. Its about a person who loves someone else, wants to be there for them, but cannot because they feel like they would make the situation worse so they just hold in all their thoughts and feelings and desires and keep them to themselves and just hold on to all the memories they can. Yeah. That is the best explanation I can give without a full on breakdown of my life. LoL
