I'll gladly show you were my dick is
It may not be as big as his
But unlike him, look at what mine did
We made a kid
He may be your current favorite chew toy
Or your dream muscled up boy
I'm all done playing coy
ultimately one day you'll clearly see
Meathead never had, anything on me
I don't know what he convinced you, he'd be
But you feel for it
Now facing irreversible eviction
not to mention, family rejection
You're a stupid shit
I stopped trying to figure out,
what the hell was she thinking
Which immediately helped me, control my drinking
Even years after experiencing my talented tongue
My praises will be sung
You'll be able to say without lying
I know a guy who made me cum so strongly
I felt like I was dying
Yes, that was a sex based poem
Now here's part two
Our marriage came to an abrupt holt
According to you nothing was ever your fault
I didn't marry myself
For years, we had obvious problems
Alcohol, surely wasn't going to solve 'em
I didn't always go to the bar to watch the game
Sometimes, I went to hide
I worked so hard and focused on bills
to keep us afloat
With your battle ready katana
You intentionally punctured our boat
You were picked up by what looked like a yacht
But was really a dingy
Now you're without money and sinking,
Now, forced to deal with what you got
Even your dingy is starting to rot
Some problems you can't escape
Some wounds can't be healed
Ultimately, the truth always gets revealed
Some things can't be fixed with duct tape
I wish I knew what I want to say
I wish I knew what to do
The truth is I've been at a loss
Since I lost you
It's the gap, the absence, the lack
The introspectively shaped hole
On the right side of the bed
That I realize tonight
The truth is
I can't move on
I don't even want to
Each moment that goes by
I'm starting to miss the days of my life
That I thought I was sad
I don't just love you, I need you
And I hate the fact that I want you
When you've moved on
I don't want to haunt you
But I miss your smile and your laugh
So for a moment
Please remember me again
Safe From A Riddle
climb up the ladder
burning safe away from fire
onto its burden desire
change the flat tire
lift high the plug to do
light a fixture to explain the gun for hire
shadow box we claim no more
teaching often learning
to share with a hero
begin the commercial
a twain but not forgottern
mixed in here.....
Im never gonna doubt myself again,
Running blind ignoring my intuition,
I really convinced myself you would changed,
I ain't speak to you in three weeks,
Thought you'd give up the games,
But you still the same,
Still treat me like I'm second best,
when you know deep down I'm better than the rest,
I sit in this red chair, waiting for you to give me air,
Feeling like I can't breathe without you here,
But you leave me hanging,
The same way you did when we were dating,
I know you seen my message,
You always got your phone,
You also been on Facebook 7 times since I sent it so I know,
You give your heart to these ungreatful bitches,
They take your energy and then they spend it,
On another nigga or whatever TF they do with it,
All I know is they don't repay you for all the feelings,
you gave them, they never repay them,
Them long nights up waiting,
When will all this love and work I put in get repayed man,
All the lies and all the fake I love yous,
You really only loved yourself,
I promised I was gonna put myself first,
But I ended up still chasing you, while you chased someone else.
Life is short
and i'm slowly wasting
away,
Evaporating,
drying,
losing my pigment,
Wishing,
I could escape into love
and fly away with the doves
A beachless island,
with jagged cliffs
and sharp rocks
No sanctuary,
no peace,
no love
No fruit,
No rain,
No hope
Druid Under Stubborn Skies
nature friend
such spells you weave
astonishing views
and bizarre life forms
can your anteaters
and your Appalachian mountains
halt construction
I fear it is nothing much
In the face of progress.
Upon the fields of Ulster,
the Druid Cathbad long had passed.
He left his knowledge to a few,,
and all but one, had long since passed.
The secrets of the land and nature,
secrets from those sacred souls.
Sewn, into fields of wonder,
then to rest with him alone.
Born under skies of roaring thunder.
A child that always walked alone.
Found his way to silence,
found a way to be at one..
Those days amongst the flowers,
the trees and all that breathes with truth.
T'was there he found a way to live,
somewhere to seek out the roots.
The knowledge that was planted,
bringing fruit to a hungry heart,
was where he met old Cathbad,
this is where it was to start.
And so the years of learning
followed like a growing wave.
The Alchemy and Healing,
wisdom from an ancient age.
The reasons why it's worth to try,
the light that lights the day.
Those teachings, some they came with grace,
and some they came with pain.
And then he was the only one,
the last one to remain.
A Druid under stubborn skies,
crying in the rain.
Im strong
Im weak
I fall to my knees
My love story had just you and me
but it wasen't meant to be
how could you do this to me
you were my everything
you were the happiness i finally found
we were lovebound
but it just wasent meant to be
and now i see...
The sound of the night reminds me of your voice
Silent and filled with mystery
And every night I hear you again…..vague and false
And every nightmare becomes a reality when wake up to my misery
You left and clearly said goodbye
And I stayed and waited for all those years
And all those years I wanted to die
And my face still burns for the million of tears
You are gone now and I only imagine you in mind
For hours and days I wait and wait sitting on our chair
And where were you with all of this I went through…. when I went out of my mind
For all those years I though of you. ……Alone and in despair
Where is the love you felt….did you forget or killed it in one day
With one word and one decision you rip me apart
And now I can’t face the mirror…..ashamed that I believed you would stay
But all was a fantasy I never faced….an act which you blissfully played your part……
You didn’t want to build, you wanted to destroy
How easy it seems to walk away
I couldn’t stop you, not even when as I showed you my bleeding heart
And you chose to leave me in pieces, and left me here to die.
Trusting in the silence is the path I’ve taken
My bleeding mind decays with every thought
I wonder if this is a phase or if I’ve been forsaken
Can’t stop wondering what If I would have never loved
Days pass without any change
I have a drink and it tastes the same
I give up into the purgatory of my life……times have changed
How deeply I’ve fallen, my world is made of clay
How I loved the silence
Now I live for the sound of a voice
I can’t hear it anymore, its all dead silence
I become numb by my own choice
Why am I fading away?
I can’t see my reflection anymore
I see the transparency of my pain
I face it everyday but it consumes me more and more…..
I don’t dream anymore, just visions of my grave
I can’t control a second of the day
The more I breathe the more I suffer everyday
When did everything become so gray
I’m tired of running, and so tired of falling
I am numb without having your love to heal me
Without anyone to hear me……..
I will remain quiet and broken