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you make it difficult to love you
Feeling like an empty vessel
going about my day to day
walking at my own pace
I'm slowing down
startled
This person before me
is not what they seem
from the outside you are
loving
charismatic
family man
confident
happy
in love with me
Deep beneath the surface you are not what you say
Never to share your vulnerabilities
always fearing the worst
your not happy and you don't know why
so you search for it in the only place you know
you can find it
your ego
many women
many affairs
emotional and probably physical
i've lost count of the things i've discovered
I can't make you happy
You can't make yourself happy
I'm loosing myself and my whole being
just trying to save you
you hurt me
It is so difficult to hang on
You make it difficult to love you
