my life

what i want!

what is it to you?

i will do what i want, when i want, because i want to....

plain and simple.

maybe one day you will approve but if you don't it's ok...

im not holding my breath.



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Inner self

Im short
9 days short
Pearnts come home
They Ague On why
on why im short
I Dont know why
My father turns to my mother
asks her have u taken them
She stands there in a shocked gaze on her face
a worrying look tells it all Tells it all
I realise why im short all the time now
I need them to do my everyday life habbits
I realie on them for school
I realie on them For Controlling myself
For every single thing i do
I need them
with out them im lost
lost in pitch black darkness
Last time I was stupid
it cost me friends
it cost me my Job
that right my job
My only sorce of money
I Did somthing stupid i didnt have them at all
4 weeks with out them Cost me soo much
mentally and physically
I gained weight
I suffered the depression
I suffered losing wat mattered to me
If only she didnt take them
I would still have a job
I wouldnt of done what i had done

Author's Notes/Comments: 

My medication for adhd and ODD

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Take a gun,
Stay a while.
Close your eyes,
Laugh and cry
Live than die
Play the game
Feel the pain
End your life
Take a gun
Or use a knife
Its slower
It can make you feel alive
Cut and bleed
Shoot then leave
Leave this so called life
Leave all the sadness
Leave all this strife
Leave everything you know
If this is what you wish to do
Take a gun
Stay a while
Play the game
Its all worth wild
No more tears
No more pain
All you have to do
Is play this simple game
To end everything
Take one last breath
And count to ten
Take the gun,
Put it to your head.
Pull the trigger,
Then You're dead.

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A change for the worse

A Change for the worse

I used to think Everyone was changing around me for the worse
But In the end it was me who changed
I used to like being around people , Loved hanging out with people .
With not a worry in the world
All happyness soon fell
Into the dark holes of depression
sunny days soon turned to rain
The blue skys turn grey
But how could I let it slip out of my reach
If I could smile again
If I could see the sunny skys that I long forgot
I wouldn't take it for granted
I would hold each day with a burning pasion
Now Sit in this old house playing hide n seek with my shadows
I long forgot what sunny skys used to be
I forgot
To hold on
I'm paying the price
being locked away
In a house full of hate
Locked in a room full of depression
Strapped in a chair of saddness ..

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This Love

I promise upon the brightest star
This love is to ever last
Forever I will hold you in my arms
Till we walk our eternal path

I wish to never let go of you
My reason to wake up every morning
Sole purpose that makes this life worth
To see you my love, smiling

Just look in to my eyes
Together we will stop this space and time
Lets lose ourselves in this moment
Serenity of life we will find

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I found the love of my life.. You are my everything. I love you..... <3

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My Life


Life, or to be specific, my life
I live great, I never need a knife
But there are those days
You want in many ways
For you to get it right
All before night
Now as you know
The good days, they slow
They continue on as the bad days grow
As the good days blow
Away from the light
And into the night
Life for me
In a century
Will be no good
From what they could
And until I weep
And go into internal sleep
I am nothing to see
I am nothing to be

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look forward-i have to but i can't

want to look forward but i can't

don't want to look forward but i have to

this is our life that

what we want we don't get

but what we don't want we get

my time start now

but when did the orginal time started

i don't know

i take too much time

i get it now

everyone talk about

everyone think about

and ready to shed their tears

because everyone knows that

the time is near

of what we don't want to do

but  we have to do it

don't know when this situation go away from us

when we get exactly parallel and opposite

to this thing

when we get want we want

and let go our hand from

what we don't want

but this is a life that

want to look forward but i can't

don't want to look forward but i have to

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so aware of my

how they will
affect my

Still I find
solace in

(c) copyright heather burns

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My Poem

Volume One



My Poem”




I keep Slipping, Falling down

It's hard to keep going, when everything wants you to quit

my heart, my emotions were your advocate.

Every poem I write

takes me even further away from the light

bleeding my soul into the paper

Hoping it would make me feel that much safer



"This is my poem

this is what I'm all about

suffering from a major drought

Writing to just get it out

What is all this for

through all my riches, down to being poor"



Every poem I write, Every song I sing

takes me back to the beginning

sitting there hurting, wanting to vent

how fucked that this world is bent



"This is my poem

this is what I'm all about

suffering from a major drought

writing to just get it out

What is all this for

through all my riches, down to being poor"





Author's Notes/Comments: 

(Updated; From Psycho- Confessions)

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