crossed my teens and entered a new world..
A world were crying became silent..and fake smile often
i used to think that i would be extraordinarily happy in my comming days but i wasnt right..instead i experienced the lifes real face..i am standing at that moment in life where my sorrow seems to be bigger than everyone else..but when i open my eyes to look around for happiness what I see is everyone with a fake smile there eyes like ready to cry..no ones happy but still they manage to show that they are..till a few days i thought how they could be so fake..and then life struck my innocence i experienced whats the feeling to loose some one a scariest dream of loosing someone..than i learned to stand again after falling down..than i learned its the rule of life..teens tha era of attachments n after it all connections just break slowly..you are broken down and even tought how to become stronger and stand back and fight...i realised that i wasnt the only one suffering so..i just needed those eyes to see the real world..and you know what i saw,every eye had a untold story which was unshared and hurtfull there eyes were full of tears but still they managed to smile and act as if they were normal everythings going fine but inside dying..does everyone suffer so??
Every new sunrise i start my journey to find a really happy person of my age whos not at all with a fake smile but till today i never..everyone is fighting there own fight,playing with their lives..
Is it the story of every human or do they exist a few with real happy moments??
Oh precious Lord
Your love sustains us
Your ways give us peace
We long for your touch
We love you so much.
Even when I don't see
When I'm asleep you dance over me
When I'm asleep you sing over me
How I yearn to be where you are
Oh Lord touch us today
Give us strength to keep going and keep giving
Keep us under your wings
When I fly I will fly home to you
Your my one true love
To you I give my all
Keep loving us
For your love sustains us
Written By Betty Bolden
Jesus is my joy Ministries
Copyright
10-25-11