# #betrayal #life #forgiveness #suffering #sadness #pain #mistakes #madness


To grab you
My future
Our culture
Combined, intertwined
Meant to be
You and me

You left
It's for the best if
I jumped off a cliff and
Ran away
Go away
Emotions canned
Love is banned
I need you
Come back
Love is what I lack


Living in fear,

trying to survive,

choices made,

that can turn the tide

or cause a blaze,


Hell inside,

deep in my brain,

an underworld of hate,

memories that remind,

moments interrupted in time,


Seeing things, hearing the wind.

taking steps back, hesitating to venture

beyond the comfort that is temporary,

lost in the forest of darkness, struggling to make 

sense of my feelings that have not yet ignited. 



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My love was spectacle.. It was true, logical, and rough at a time but still respectable.. You didn't hate my love its your duty to protect.. You simply reject .. You denied me from normal love and marriage with all the damage you inflict


I used to be a lone wolf with kindness in his heart.. You came to me in fear,lost, and broken in some part.. 


Love changed us both.. And marriage pulled us together .. No cracks in my furry armor and you lost your fear forever  


They say when you love someone you share a loft of bread for them to be prosper..all what we share was pain and an act worthy of an Oscar.. You destroyed what can never be rebuild.. You become a demon and I'm still a monster. 

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Sea of sorrow

Painful twisted sorrow is what I fight.. Heavy shadows as dark as the night.. Is it me? .. Do I destroy every love I touch? .. Is a love story impossible? Is it too much.. 20 years has passed 


from my first love.. she was unfaithful and a lier and everything above .. As the years come to pass.. They were cold and cruel.. No one was right to me.. And I was a fool.. Everyone I met was dry and dread.. 


Inside of me my soul is dead.. in a thousand pice or my be more.. A mirror land with a smile on the floor .. My love has died so rest in peace..

My ego my heart and all of my speech..

Crying wolf


a great sad howl echoing in my soul.. The windows in my room are dark with no light except my eclipsed heart trying to stop..

Oh heart of mine why can't you see why so blind.. She never loved us.. Why do you grind..



Is it regret? Is it hate?.. I don't think you forgot.. I still have an after taste.. She kissed us.. It was honest and true.. Why she can't see it thru..

Oh dear heart of mine you were always the fool..



She loved us alright .. But her love was so cruel.. 

Tapping The Wall

Satish Verma

A soul-search violates 
a code.You cannot 
drop your mask. 

A liquid pain, again 
laughs from eyes. 
Green was the moon. 

Was your poem― 
a truth? Capable 
of death watch? 

The squirrel hangs 
down by tail, to watch 
the man climbing.


Satish Verma

At crisis of 
inquiry, you search 
the questions. 

Life throws up a savage violence. 
Bruising our psychies 
we try to know each other. 

At the end of the road, 
we try to start a conversation. 
There was a huge presence― 
of some unseen force. 

Much ado, looking 
through each other. Would 
you call me again? 

Let there be a brutal 
confession. I take back 
my words and rewrite a poem.

The end is the Beginning and the Beginning is the end

Day after day,

night after night

you fight


Again and again,


starting the process all



Reliving the experience

just so you can relive it again


Round and round.

spinning the wheel


But going knowhere;

just going in circles.


Starting where you finish,

and finishing where your start.








What difference does it make?


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Simulation Incomplete

Playing with the action figures


Simulating the battle,


Preparing for War


Childhood training



Author's Notes/Comments: 

You teach yourself how to fight at a young age.