# #betrayal #life #forgiveness #suffering #sadness #pain #mistakes #madness

The Atavism

Folder: 
Satish Verma

The cannibalism was back. 
You were eating yourself 
alive. 

The guts spilt, 
would meet the dust, 
in abode of earthworms. 

They creep and burrow 
and bury the organic themes. 
Unpolluted, untouched. 

The bowels undulate, 
to the thumping rhythm, 
of greedy feet. White eagles? 

How far this digging 
of gold mines will go? 
Someone had swallowed the glitter. 

Black birds are joining 
the procession of 
empty hearses.

Grey Clouds

Wondering the void of time,

days without end, years and years

pass you by

 

Stuck in a prison without walls,

a mind locked in uncertainty,

thoughts that lead knowhere but the toilet

 

Clouds hanging over your head,

and it rains everyday,

the sunlight blocked out by the grey

 

Wanting to escape to fields of flowers

but knowhere to go that gives you pleasure

 

 

No Light at the End of the Tunnel

Folder: 
Mythologies

Driven mad by a lack of respect,

buried in the lies of societal rules

 

Treated like a pack mule,

expected just to work on end while

eating shit

 

Everyday a fucking curse,

de ja vu: the same bullshit

over and over again

 

No light at the end of the tunnel,

stuck in the hell of fear;

living a life on egg shells

 

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"Quite an Experience to Live in Fear isn't it? That's What it is to be a Slave."

Slaves to work and death

 

Machines we are,

machines!!!

 

designed for so much more

but bottlenecked in our potential

 

A limited life span,

sucked up by pain

 

nothing to gain when serving another,

only exploitation and resentment

 

It can only continue for so long before

you become completely fed up

 

and rebel with full force,

no longer playing by the rules

 

a loose cannon,

no longer damned to hell

 

a freed demon!!!!!

a puppet without its strings!!!!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Fuck this prison society. 

https://youtu.be/ycxfvZRlUBM

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Vanishing Points

You vanished from my life without

a trace

 

and poof!!!!!

you were gone like magic

 

And I was left to pick up the pieces

on my own

 

to reconstruct an already fragile life

 

ITs a familiar pattern of dissapointment

that happens to me

 

Being in love and getting crushed by the weight

of chance

 

to have misunderstandings get in the way

of clarity

 

to be left alone in bewilderment

to have to start over again and again

 

when I don't feel like it,

when I myself would rather just vanish

 

permanently into thin air

never to be heard or seen from again

 

 

 

 

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Invisible scar

Walked another mile after thousands of step

Took a leap and slide, so what else left?

Dodge a bullet but strayed for more

Got beaten badly straight to the core

Can no longer breathe, can no longer try

My soul is broken, heart keeps asking why

Never ever wanted to concede this fight 

But life screams defeat, game over on sight

In my right arm, i have my beloved sword

At left is a bleeding hand with a strangled cord

I fought a lot as much as i could

Stood in the dark longer than i should

I am tired, tired of this war

Ending this battle, going a far

 

 

 

Lai

The Suffering

Life is nothing but pain

 

We are born to suffer

 

that is our penance

 

to hate what we are

 

until we die

 

and rot into the soil

Agonized

This pain in my heart;

you do not understand

 

Everyday I carry this burden;

this weight

 

Everyday I am humbled

by the agony

 

And all I desire is relief

from the throb

 

But robbed of care,

I choose to let myself

 

Be subject to this life,

and carry on in the stife

 

Every day a thorn in my side;

deep down I really just want to Die!!!!

 

So agonized;

so deprived

 

Living in fear;

the constant itch

 

No relief from the future;

buried in this manure you call existence

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Never Ending Pain

it's razor blades slitting the flesh;

blood flowing like wine

 

Just wanting to end the time;

keep me away from the pain

 

The nerves exausted of experience;

how have the knowledge of regret

 

Keep me away from the rape;

I just want to die today

 

So, I can finally be free forever

and love my ending that is never

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