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Go back
As I lay next to you in silence
I wonder to myself
what did I do wrong
I feel rejected
I feel manipulated to think only physical acts of intimacy mean you love me
I feel like a hollow shell
im not sure I feel anymore
I've been pushing it all deep down inside
now I'm not sure where this can all be found
I ask if your in the mood
you push me away telling me I have things to take care of myself
it's not the same
why must I feel unwanted
not heard
an empty vessel going about my day completing my daily routines and tasks
at the end of the day to only feel numb and shut down
I don't know what happened to me
i don't know why your no longer interested
no longer invested
I've Never cried so much in silence
thinking about you
about us
hoping true love will get us through
im lying awake every night
overthinking everything
while you sleep
I can't sleep
i Can't relax
I just wish we could go back
