all this time

All This Time

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Lovespeak

You made my heart bleed again

You made my tears drop again

You killed my innocence

You burned my fantasies

 

I thought this one was the one

Didn't even last a month

It was no better than the first time

You kept me hoping from time to time

 

I asked you again tonight

I thought they were rays of light

But they only clouded my sky

Made it rain until my hopes died

 

Still, I trusted you wholly

Still, you kept my head rolling

They cut me like a paper

And now you got me wonder

 

Didn't I ask you enough?

Did you just stand there and laugh?

Tell me, what did I do?

Tell me, what should I do?

 

All this time I was pretending

All my time was gone and wasted

All this time I was believing

All my time was appreciated

 

All this time, I've been fooling myself

All this time, I've forgotten myself

My happiness and dreams

Turned loneliness and sins

 

This time, I will take some time

Sometimes, we have to ask why

This time, I will find my sky

Sometimes, we need our own time

 

Maybe after this, I'll find the real me

And find my true happiness

Maybe after this, I won't be naïve

And not go back to this mess

 
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