All This Time


You made my heart bleed again

You made my tears drop again

You killed my innocence

You burned my fantasies


I thought this one was the one

Didn't even last a month

It was no better than the first time

You kept me hoping from time to time


I asked you again tonight

I thought they were rays of light

But they only clouded my sky

Made it rain until my hopes died


Still, I trusted you wholly

Still, you kept my head rolling

They cut me like a paper

And now you got me wonder


Didn't I ask you enough?

Did you just stand there and laugh?

Tell me, what did I do?

Tell me, what should I do?


All this time I was pretending

All my time was gone and wasted

All this time I was believing

All my time was appreciated


All this time, I've been fooling myself

All this time, I've forgotten myself

My happiness and dreams

Turned loneliness and sins


This time, I will take some time

Sometimes, we have to ask why

This time, I will find my sky

Sometimes, we need our own time


Maybe after this, I'll find the real me

And find my true happiness

Maybe after this, I won't be naïve

And not go back to this mess

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We met in a bubble of stardust,
Shining in the moon's silvery soft glow,
At the sight of each other, emotions long silenced

Were jostled and jumbled, stirred into life's vortex,

Sensations of light, feelings of joy long forgotten began to spring up

Like the start of a cyclone in the quietude of the sea,

Years of lost thoughts, wasted tears, and dreams emerged,

And in that moment, our essences melded,

And the gloom that held the shroud of darkness,
Tightly over your soul lifted,
And for one short moment,
There was air igniting a fire,
Where there had been none,
What is this love?
Never ending attraction,
Reaction, satisfaction,
With it's own breath, life, and death,
Intertwining souls on a long and winding road,
Carve the destinies of many,
With a single grain of sand as their world,
And a pocketful of silver stardust.

Love is sweetness.

...such completeness!


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Stay This Way


You always smile although I'm mad
You always try to make me glad
In all ways, you are never bad
If I'll lose you, I'll be so sad

I never asked a favor from you before
But now that I am loving you more and more
There is only one thing that I pray
I beg God that you would stay this way

You make jokes for me every hour
You keep all the things that you vowed
I never had seen you furious
Although they said you're notorious

I won't ever want you to change
I love who you are this way
So I'm begging you to stay
Please remain like this each day

Author's Notes/Comments: 

"STAY THIS WAY" is realizing after being cruel to someone that you need that someone so much after all, and that you don't even know how to live if that someone would be gone.