thinking of you

*Thinking Of You*

March-12-2005 
Trisha M. Barrek Hopkins

While i am thinking of you 
I sit here and wonder why 
Why has God sent you back to me 
Why has he let you let my feelings fly 
Why has he let my fear free 
Then out of no where all over again makes me cry 
Because he, God has took you from me 
Without your love all straight i cant see 
It seriously feels like my soul will die 
If i cant have you like it use to be 
But all i get in return 
Is your sweet voice on the phone on the other end 
Instead of your love that inside me still burns

When you put your sweet lips on mine 
To kiss me like you do 
When I'm in my bed all alone 
I try to put a picture in my head of you 
As i try to remember when we were as one 
And i try to recall the last time when i my heart wasn't stone 
I try to remember the fun 
And even though your not here with me 
The pain within hurts like hell 
Because I'm still in love with you 
This i have always to you tried to tell 
That my love for you is so damn true 
But when i get the nerve to say what i want 
My words don't come out well 
So the words in my mind to me begin to haunt

The burning passion is too deep in my heart 
To go on without your presence 
Its too hard to have the memory part 
From my mind of innocence 
Baby don't you understand 
I've loved you the very first day 
From the very start 
I want you to sill be my man 
But there's nothing to say 
Because you're really not here 
So i just sit to clear my mind once again 
And i tell myself for the 100th time its not fair 
This is just a dream all pretend

Instead of crying out of control i just stare 
There's even no reason to count to ten 
But still all over again i begin to imagine 
You're here by my side telling me you truly care 
Telling me for us how there is so much passion 
And kissing me so gently like you do 
I'm wishing this life we can share 
Then i wake up and snap out of my daydream 
And just sit on the edge of the bed 
Baby i don't want to 
But i try to clear you from my head 
Because that's the only way i wont go insane 
I try to erase to me every word you said 
But my memory always wants to play this hurtful game 
Of making your memory of you remain

Making me forever have you in my mind 
Forcing me to remember the past 
And having my heart trying to find 
A way to make everything last 
No matter how hard i try 
I'm always still thinking of us 
And because i cant truly have you 
My heart starts to cry 
Because sweety even though we cant be 
I will always have you remain with me 
You will always have a place in my heart 
And now i know from me you'll never part 
I've come to believe 
We are and always will be one 
From my mind heart and soul you'll never leave

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MY THOUGHTS OF YOU #1

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As soft breezes
blow
touching my face
cooling
I feel you near.

 

In the sighing of
leaves
I listen
the whispers tug
at my heart.

 

When the sun breaks
through
heating up the day
I hear your
laughter.

 

The wind stirs
parting my hair
your voice is heard
in the distance.

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Author's Notes/Comments: 

I feel you in the whispering wind. I will love yo forever.

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Thinking Of You..

When I met you for the first time,I thought that I was nothing for you.

In our meeting days passed to months and now it became years.It is a wonderful feeling which I could not explain anyone and also you :)

I remember that lonely day when you smiled at me and spelled that "You Love Me".At that moment I got embarrassed and I was not clear,but I could not run away from that true feeling.

I got addicted to the world given by you.Every thing in our world was heavenly like you.I got dipped into the happiness and surprises given by you.

Now,every day when I open my eyes in the morning,I will have a bloom of your thoughts which will make my smiley start.A ray of hope comes into my mind.I could not walk away from your thoughts the total day.I never thought about the future when think about you.i think I'am the only Gal who got a boy like you :)

My thoughts totally surrounded you and I think that if ever some one had right on you,Its me to you.

But,when my happiness reaches the sky like a cloud a thought like thunder strikes me reminding that I was a part of your life ,but not the complete life.Tears drop like the rain from my eyes thinking about the bitter fact that I will be missing you forever .Eyes will be filled up with tears that I kept inside from years.Letting them all the tears go,I gradually fall into nightmare thinking of you.............................Thinking of you :(

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