building

absence – elvis has left the building

i wake up and think about the sleepers coinage and know that i have to get some more to “live” in their world.. what can i say, i like toys..

and so i reach into the closet for their prison uniform.. the noose goes on so smooth and i look in the mirror…. damn prison never looked so sexy.. sharp angles and flows of febric said as a sign to others that i was a predator among the sleepers.. a shark.. a suit..

 

and i stepped out into the sun.. thinking about this time away from their world.. dipping in it from time to time searching for you.. i thought of my hands that still remembered well the noose that is the sign of a world which keeps us apart..

 

but i do it for you.. i master their world and rise above it.. their sleepers coinage helps me buy the time and means to search for you.. to find you.. to reach you.. so i wear instead a suit of armor.. protecting my lovers heart from their jealous eyes… and wading through their words and doubts and plans and limits as i search for you.. to fly away beyond their grasp hand in hand..

 

but the pain of putting back on that armor.. (heavy and stiff compared to a layer of your smooth skin across mine..) without your touch was almost too much to bear.. so i am sorry for my absence..

just thought id let you know that feelings are always there coming from me to you without even a word.. for we have met and in the flow of life and thought that criss crosses this world we will meet again somewhere and so i wish you well thoughts on that journey..

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I built a fortress

To protect me

From harm and hurt

But one day

I opened the door

And let someone in

He repaid me

For all my kindness

By remodeling

My entire castle

He demolished it

Every stone into dust

And it all blew away

Now I stand

With no protection

But I feel

More guarded than ever

I’m so scared

Shivering with cold

Lost and alone

Now where oh where

Did I find those bricks

In the first place

The better question

Do I build

To keep you in

Or out?

 

~Chrystal

Written on

August 21, 2008

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I am not really sure who i wrote this to but it still sounds good.

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