I wonder

I often wonder…

Where I’ll end up

If I’ll have enough

If I’ll find my soul mate

If I’ll make it to the pearly gates

If I’ll die alone with tons of cats

If I’ll burn in hell, with a bunch of rats

If I’ll just die and stay dead

If I’ll die and live, like the book said

If I have any real friends

If they’re all the same, with dead ends

If life had to be such a pain in the neck

If I have a screw loose up in my head

If the voices in my head will ever go away

If the mother will ever think I’m okay

If she’ll ever treat me the way she treats them

 If my life will ever actually begin

Author's Notes/Comments: 

it's like i can never stop thinking of "if's"

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a.griffiths57's picture

    Questioning life is good,



Questioning life is good, an enquiring mind and full of wonder, great. Liked your "if's" list poem.




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:) thank you! i love writing

:) thank you! i love writing about like life and wondering and if's and everything to do with questioning anything and everything

DarkLight's picture

Me too!

I also hace these trepidations


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i'm glad i joined this site.

i'm glad i joined this site. now i know that i'm not the only one who has the "if's"