I know now
That I must fly
But I got to get thru
A needles eye
It’s going to be tight
But I must try
If I’m ever going to get to fly
Some say
Just get by
Take it easy
So you won’t die
It’s very hard
But if you must try
Squeezing thru a needles eye
I don’t
Know just why
Can’t let it be
Or even try
To understand
When you can’t fly
The pain of the other guy
And that
I must fly
And get thru
A needles eye
It’s going to be hard
But I think it’s time
To say goodbye and fly
The last one way ticket-
Pulls in.
Force a smile for the-
casual close and capture.
You release your embrace.
Our sweat-filled pores slip away.
Here comes the downfall-
There goes my farewell.
So many actions.
Undone.
I miss them.
I miss the words-
The words you dare not say.
I miss the love-
The love you never gave away.
This is my goodbye.
This is my emptiness.
The doors slide open-
We both start anew.
Your future-
My demise.
Your path-
As bright as you.
Beautiful lilacs and blues.
You flew-
Raise my glass.
Here's to the girl of yours dreams.
Stone by stone.
My castle-
Crumbles to the ground.
I stayed.
Stared.
As you-
Floated in the waves.
Your smile-
Whites of cotton-
Bleaching in the sun.
Your smell-
Sweet peaches-
Juice with an orange hue.
Your voice-
Soft.
Eloquent.
Soliloquies of a Shakespearean taste.
Washed away.
Your love-
Closes with the sliding doors.
As my heart, you.
Seek-
to find yourself.
I'll be here.
Waiting for you to find-
Me.
a tear hidden behind every smile
laughing loud to hide the pain
in hindsight i see my foolishness;
i was living life in vain.
i was scared to open my eyes
terrified to see myself—
i, the spawn of the green-eyed monster,
wanted to be somebody else.
i never learned a lesson,
i only made mistakes.
life was one big pity party,
and it was i who made the cake.
uninspired and undeserving,
unrealistic at best,
rude and condescending,
i lacked all self-respect.
things changed when i met matt-
i gave him my heart
then he handed it back broken
and i completely fell apart.
with a little help and advice
and a whole lot of tears,
i turned my pain into strength
and gained wisdom beyond my years.
i learned that solitude is your best companion,
hurting makes you strong,
&& truly accepting yourself is the first step in moving on.
i learned that people come and go
that only YOU will always remain
and if someone doesn't like you,
forget them--they don't matter anyway.
once you see how great you are,
so will everyone else.
it's easier for them to like you,
when you already love yourself.
make mistakes and bad decisions
it's the best way to learn
then you have to grow and change
cus a hot stove will ALWAYS leave you burned.
anger is not a weapon and life is not a game
change isn't always a bad thing; nothing stays the same
your life is what you want it to be
you can't let it pass you by
live your life the way you want to
because in the end,
it's YOU who dies.