Verse 1:
I still cling to our memories.
Retrace our lost steps,
Retrace a lost design,
How can I let you go?
Chorus:
I've let you into my nooks
Yet you've denied
My signs of love and trust
Now, all I can do
Is move on.
Verse 2:
Moving on,
I discover myself.
I'm a lone wolf.
Why can't you see
That we're meant to be?
Bridge:
Take me by the hand,
'Cause this time,
I won't let go.
Hold onto us.
Last-Chorus:
I hold onto
Our memories.
But now,
It's all in the past.
I'm moving on.
Verse 1:
I watch you slip
Further away from me
As you make your dreams a reality.
Don't you dare forget about me.
Chorus:
I won't forget about
The promises we made together.
Those were the days
I felt alive with anyone.
Verse 2:
If it were me,
I'd melt your cold heart once again.
Just take me by the hand.
I'll guide you through hell and back.
Bridge:
If only you could see me now,
Home wouldn't seem so far away.
Now that you're further away,
Our memories flood back to me.
Last-Chorus:
Now that I'm no longer your's,
I feel dissonant.
Bring me to life.
Won't you take me home?
Not a day goes by where I don't think of you,
since you left my heart has turned blue.
I wish you would love me, the way you used to.
But my worst fear is those days are through.
Every time I see you I know it's true,
you're beautiful, the only one I want to get next to.
I wish we still had fun, the way we used to.
You loved those times, and I did too.
I didn’t show it as much as you’d like me to.
But I’d relive those memories a zillion times, just me and you.
The guilt and pain I carry is enough for two,
I made mistakes, and so did you.
But guilt isn’t something I’d want to put you through.
My heart is hard and heavy, just for you.
No one else cared for me as much as you,
and I’ve always appreciated the nice things you do.
I miss the old times, and so do you.
Since you’ve been gone there’s not much to look forward to.
The guilt and pain I carry hurts until the day is through,
I wish you were here, just me and you.
I can’t promise only good memories for you,
but I’d sure try to see you happy every day through.
All my pride I’d trade away for you,
just to spend another day, just me and you.
I always see different faces of people
Upon the moon, wondering if those
Faces were in my real world or not.
It seems that some were already left the world.
If I face myself in front of the mirror
All I see is wrinkled all over my face.
There might be invisible tears so far
But most likely there is a pain inside me.
Until when I will be siting in the train sit
On my own without a woman that can take
Me away from that the train of life that is being
Running none stop only because my life hasn't change.
Lovers thought me that love is blind, I'm ready
To face it only without a lie feelings, but surly
Ready to be blind under a real love that will
Take me away from my life that seems have no cost.
Will I be upon the moon by myself, since every
Christmas I ask Santa Clause to have a woman
With whom I will have great time to get all of my
Proses and words free and arrange them only for
The right one so I could ask her to be my lovely wife
In which I can see my tear visible of my happiness to
Meet my first kid crying and screaming just to make me
Patient to hear him saying his first word "papa ... mama"
3/1/2014
Today I won
Today I put on my fake smile and laugh
Told the world that I was ok
Helped others whenever I could
Got none for.me the same as before
Wonder if anyone cares
Look to phone to receive that answers
No calls,not texts no one who cares
Feel like I'm the one who's always cares
But it's ok cause today I won this round
But tomorrow if starts again and I don't know how many more I can win
DEAR DIARY
Dear Diary,
Who would have thought?
Who would have guess?
Tis you who sang our secrets.
Tis you who unregistered our puzzle.
Twenty clandestine years of covertness
Now shredded by greed and avarice.
Had your taste be known to me,
Never to your white pages would my ink have trotted.
Let not the potent spices of your mendacious bind
Serenate and epitomize your new found fame.
To this mockery of loyalty I cry not tears of betrayal!
A better pine tree I shall find and harvest.
Her soft circular truck shall bear womb to my new secrets.
In wilderness or borough she will wholly welcome
The calligraphy of all my secrets and fondness.
Who would have thought?
Yes, Tis you who sang our secrets.
Who would have guess?
Yes, Tis you who unregistered our puzzle.
Life takes turns
Moving endlessly
We open doors to empty rooms
Their inhabitants gone
Their memories tangled in cobwebs
Of our minds
We move from room to room
Seeking that solace
That seemed once
Eternal!
How far have we travelled……
Seasons have changed and so have we
I see that house
Where adolescence ran free
Where romance first blossomed
It’s pang and the cupid’s arrow
I know you will find moments
Amongst the hustle and bustle
Of the ceremony
The morning breakfast table
And the chats after tea
Catching up on those times lost
When we moved away and
Scattered over the globe
Along with our little worlds
Full filing prophecies of change
Of the ever expanding universe
We have changed our physics
But the chemistry remains the same
The DNA helix
That defines you and me
Bound by love
And for some treachery
I'm setting on a bench
on a cold night
there is no one to laugh no one to cry
I want to move but stuck from inside
because of my mind
who saying me to hide
I look to moon
to get some light
he also laugh
on my lonely life
no care no one to help
sorrow pain heartache are my friends
I know that you don't care
but its me and this is my lonely fear
We fought, we cried,
I tried to die,
loveless life,
and darkless night,
I ran away from the truth for so long,
I burried my emotions under sad songs,
He hid his tears under his grey hood,
I shut my mouth, my words were no good,
We met up at mcdonalds,
I asked about his days,
He replied and said they were great,
Thats when my heart began to break.
New emotions came pouring in,
Old memories became hopless, and thin,
I had forgot about what broke us up,
But he reminded, and to woke me up.
He held me tight, and said to me,
i love you my dear, Amalee,
He is one who knows the name,
Of my dark past, and broken fate.
Our lips first met, i said no more,
surrounding people, and desperate whores,
my ex boyfriend, back in my life,
Maybe one day, ill be his wife.
The day had come,
he helped me see,
i was so blind, destiny,
he was the one i long awated...