To A Love Lost Forever

Not a day goes by where I don't think of you,

since you left my heart has turned blue.

I wish you would love me, the way you used to.

But my worst fear is those days are through.

Every time I see you I know it's true,

you're beautiful, the only one I want to get next to.

I wish we still had fun, the way we used to.

You loved those times, and I did too.

I didn’t show it as much as you’d like me to.

But I’d relive those memories a zillion times, just me and you.

The guilt and pain I carry is enough for two,

I made mistakes, and so did you.

But guilt isn’t something I’d want to put you through.

My heart is hard and heavy, just for you.

No one else cared for me as much as you,

and I’ve always appreciated the nice things you do.

I miss the old times, and so do you.

Since you’ve been gone there’s not much to look forward to.

The guilt and pain I carry hurts until the day is through,

I wish you were here, just me and you.

I can’t promise only good memories for you,

but I’d sure try to see you happy every day through.

All my pride I’d trade away for you,

 

just to spend another day, just me and you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Sent to a love who left me, the days haven't been the same since.