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California

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California weather symbolizes loving all sides to your significant other. Another "love" song that I started writing over a month ago but just finished today.

002 (7/1/03) My Friend Tanya

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Written July 1, 2003
I often think of Tanya and wonder where she is now.  I knew her such a short time.  She is someone I've never forgotten.  I met her in a laundermat.  We were both pregnant.  I'd left my husband who told me he didn't want our baby.  I tried not to get sick each time I thought of his words, "I don't love you like I once did," but I couldn't help it.  I thought I'd die of dehydration if I stayed, so I left for the baby's sake.  Tanya was my friend.  When my husband said, "Please come home," I did.  I wrote Tanya letters.  They were sent back with the words, Not Here.  I got letters from Tanya asking why I didn't write.  I tried again and again.  All came back. She stopped writing me letters.  I wondered if she kept writing to him.