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How can you continue about your day

Existing in the same space

Both of us attempting to go our own ways

How can you show no emotion

How can you feel nothing

Here I am drowing in my tears

Expressing all my fears

You stay silent 

Listening 

Done

Not wanting to look up

You don't love me anymore

I've lost myself in you

There is nothing more to say

Weve parted ways

I am broken 

How could you look into my eyes

And Lie

Without fear

Without consequence

Without an inclination of the hurt you are creating 

Every time you lie

Every time you omit truth

A piece of me dies

I can't continue this way

Something has to change

I need you to leave

I hate that I want you to stay

You have forever changed my brain

I will never be happy 

I will never be whole

I have not faith in humanity 

When all you've shown is how cruel the world can be

I will never trust another person

I will never let anyone in

Leave me alone

Leave me be

Why must you continue to destroy me

You blame this on your addiction 

I think your just cruel

Maybe their is an uncontrollable compulsion

What are you doing to change this

Nothing 

Nothing changes

Nothing will ever get better by itself

Quit acting like the victim 

You pursue your evil pleasures

All the while allowing me to die slowly with every painful infliction of your actions

You fucking narcassict fuck

I have to detach

I have to not care

I fucking hate the way you make me feel 

Invisible 

Not seen 

Not heard

Too Much

I'm too much to call you on your shit so you find someone else who doesn't know you

You've made me this way

I will never be the same 

Standing before you

My heart races

My mind is logical

My heart is shattered 

My mind is emotional

Standing with you

I earn to help

I aim to please

I want to serve you a purpose

I yearn your approval 

Providing my obience 

You deny me

Who am I to you

What purpose do I serve

As the days pass

I no longer know

Why do I want to be here

Why is it as you could care less

Emotional turmoil raging from within 

I don't want to give up

True love prevails 

We've been through a lot

Maybe too much to come back from

If we both put in the effort and affection 

We can create a new beginning

Open communication 

No more omitted truths

Where is it you stand

I'm standing in front of you

When will you be ready

Reaching out for a touch

Met with disdain

Reaching out for love

Met with diversion 

Reaching out for for affection 

Met with Indignation 

Wanting to feel close

Wanting connection 

Why do I want you so near

When you couldn't be bothered

I'm struggling every day 

Trying to keep sane

Internally I'm broken

Externally you'd never know unless you looked at me

You look through me

You look past me 

I'm a thing at your disposal 

If you cared you would converse not deflect 

All I want is your happiness

I am drowining in my sadness 

When will you confront your addictions

I'm so lost

By myself

Alone 

When can we discuss the truth

Not the lies you believe

I can't trust you

I never will 

When can we dicuss this addition that has taken control of your life

When will you see 

Your addiction is also killing me