Reaching out for a touch
Met with disdain
Reaching out for love
Met with diversion
Reaching out for for affection
Met with Indignation
Wanting to feel close
Wanting connection
Why do I want you so near
When you couldn't be bothered
I'm struggling every day
Trying to keep sane
Internally I'm broken
Externally you'd never know unless you looked at me
You look through me
You look past me
I'm a thing at your disposal
If you cared you would converse not deflect
All I want is your happiness
I am drowining in my sadness
When will you confront your addictions
I'm so lost
By myself
Alone
When can we discuss the truth
Not the lies you believe
I can't trust you
I never will
When can we dicuss this addition that has taken control of your life
When will you see
Your addiction is also killing me