When will you see

Reaching out for a touch

Met with disdain

Reaching out for love

Met with diversion 

Reaching out for for affection 

Met with Indignation 

 

Wanting to feel close

Wanting connection 

Why do I want you so near

When you couldn't be bothered

 

I'm struggling every day 

Trying to keep sane

Internally I'm broken

Externally you'd never know unless you looked at me

You look through me

You look past me 

I'm a thing at your disposal 

If you cared you would converse not deflect 

 

All I want is your happiness

I am drowining in my sadness 

 

When will you confront your addictions

I'm so lost

By myself

Alone 

When can we discuss the truth

Not the lies you believe

I can't trust you

I never will 

When can we dicuss this addition that has taken control of your life

When will you see 

Your addiction is also killing me

 

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