Wouldn't fight for me

Who am I 

What am I 

Who do I want to be

What do I want to be

 

Seems like easy questions

 

You have molded me into this person

I know I second guess everything

every move

every thought

every statement

 

I try to understand why you cheated

I try to see it from your perspective

You never think of mine

You never think of me

 

I'm not good enough for you

I will never be

 

What are we doing here 

 

It's so obvious you want to leave

It's obvious I am broken

Maybe you like this easily manipuled version 

of me

 

I need something more

You said you don't think you can do anything different

You Admit to the problem

nothing to fix it

nothing to fix us

I tell you how ugly you make me feel

you said nothing 

 

That said enough for me

You dont have any respect for me

 

I need to regain it for myself

I need to feel again

I want you in my life I don't need you

It's clear i'm not a priority to you

A simple placeholder until the right one comes along

Your just stringing me along

 

I will allow you to think i'm fine

Today is the day

I'm checked out

I'm slowly detaching 

I will make my exit once I have a well thought out plan

 

I can no longer tolerate this

I will no longer question you

I will no longer communicate my needs 

Youve shown me you don't care

My iced heart that you worked so hard to unthaw

Is oficially hardening with ice 

protecting myself

I am done with the pain

I'm finished with the hurt

I hope you feel like shit

knowing you gave up on us 

I hope you know 

I will never be the same

You lost the second best thing in your life next to your children

You lost me 

When you wouldn't fight for me