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I will never be the same
How could you look into my eyes
And Lie
Without fear
Without consequence
Without an inclination of the hurt you are creating
Every time you lie
Every time you omit truth
A piece of me dies
I can't continue this way
Something has to change
I need you to leave
I hate that I want you to stay
You have forever changed my brain
I will never be happy
I will never be whole
I have not faith in humanity
When all you've shown is how cruel the world can be
I will never trust another person
I will never let anyone in
Leave me alone
Leave me be
Why must you continue to destroy me
You blame this on your addiction
I think your just cruel
Maybe their is an uncontrollable compulsion
What are you doing to change this
Nothing
Nothing changes
Nothing will ever get better by itself
Quit acting like the victim
You pursue your evil pleasures
All the while allowing me to die slowly with every painful infliction of your actions
You fucking narcassict fuck
I have to detach
I have to not care
I fucking hate the way you make me feel
Invisible
Not seen
Not heard
Too Much
I'm too much to call you on your shit so you find someone else who doesn't know you
You've made me this way
I will never be the same
