# #life #suffering #sadness #pain #love #relationships

How Long ?

Staring at the walls

The empty space

How did we get to this place

 

Both of us have our parts 

I could argue your addiction and deciet had me beat

I'm sure the clingy overbearing girlfriend didn't help

 

Lost in my tears

Lost in my doubt

Lost in my mind

The daily fear and pain has me drained

 

I feel I'm too much

I want to feel loved

 

When our arms meet the embrace feels cold

Now I start to overthink

When we kiss it's a peck

Now I start to overthink

When I tell you I love you and you say nothing

Now I start to overthink 

When you look visibly annoyed by anything I do or say

Now I start to overthink have you always been this way?

 

What keeps me to stay? 

Longings of affection 

Wanting things to be the way my mind says it was 

 

I'm overthinking 

Dazed 

Staring at the blank space 

How long will I stay 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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