# #life #suffering #sadness #pain #love #relationships
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it started out quite innocently
not 0 from 0
just ... something
but it wasn´t long b4 1
was the natural selection
2 b hailed with jubilation
the logical calculation
a practiced, pollished, progress/able/predict/ion
not long b4 convent/ion
followed 1 by one by too by 2
the entire set through
naturally ...
up 2 + including
the # of the beast
+ ending just as suddenly
meticulously, methodically, mathematically
microscopically-
l/each for each
could we go back 2 the b(ginn)ing
b4 the set b4 the rule
b4 the Sun´s first array
without i#able transgressions
this #line´s a kind of
crucifixion
but 4 the counting
Sarcoma
There is a sarcoma in your heart
Cut them out, they're no good to you dead
It grew in before I could play my part
Then, lay your heart down in the sunflower bed
Cut them out, they're no good to you dead
It might spread to something you actually need
Then, lay your heart down in the sunflower bed
Hold my hand and we'll watch it bleed
It might spread to something you actually need
Only the heartless will survive
Hold my hand and we'll watch it bleed
Free of the burden to contrive
Only the heartless will survive
I don't want to, but I hate you
Free of the burden to contrive
You don't want to, but I made you
I don't want to, but I hate you
The sunflowers have wilted now
You don't want to, but I made you
The heart you gave let us down
The sunflowers have wilted now
It grew in before I could play my part
The heart you gave let us down
There is a sarcoma in your heart.
Cold nights
I might be cool but
During summer,
The ice melts too.
May the lord give me patience,
Fore I feel needles deep in my chest.
May the God stand with me,
Showering strength to my weak.
Oh heart of mine! Hush
It will be just fine.
You are not alone but
It’s a battle with the mind
In the night of no moon
No light but hope
a miracle I hold on to.
Into the void
I hear the agony of your joy
Echoing in the vast silence of my heart
Passionate cry’s
Filled with hatred
For wanting my love starved soul.
Your aching pleasures
Sooth my pain
And lift the desires
Of my deep but inevitable regret
Pulling and pushing
The limits of our realities,
Obscuring the vision of our desperate journey
That leads us into the infinite abyss
Of our mortal lives
Two Years/Three Months
Two years
Three months
Two years of pathetic thirst and wanting.
Three months of undying care and yearning.
You choose a woman with questionable morals.
You gave up a woman with outstanding sense of morality.
You gave up on me because you needed a fresh set of legs and a warm bed to sleep in.
Time will never determine a strength of a relationship.
It’s all in the chemistry, connection, and how they make you feel.
Your selfishness and greediness consumed you, making you paralyzed to all things that are right and wrong.
You think you are winning.
But you are not.
You lost.
I won.
Run to You
Verse 1:
Right now, I want to
Run to you.
Press your lips against mine's
While holding you
In a powerful embrace.
So, won't you run to me?
Chorus:
Everything has changed.
I want to run to you.
If only you'd feel the same.
I want to run to you
If you know that
We are better together.
Verse 2:
I could not say that
We were better apart.
Right now, I want to
Run to you
And hold you in my arms.
Won't you take me home?
Bridge:
I am always here, waiting.
Even now, I am waiting...
Like a fool that
Wants to run to you.
Won't you think of me
As I run to you?
Right now, is the right time.
I will run to you.
Gas Station
Ripping out your heart,
cashing in the check,
trading in,
getting even
Paying the bill,
wiping away the debt,
no more pain,
no more fret
Turn in your sex,
that's all you have,
to better pastors I roam
a free man
Opening my can,
you tried to spill out all
the contents into the sink,
but I resisted, I made bank
You left me with an empty tank,
in the middle of knowhere;
it was a long walk to get to the gas station
to come home again
Alive
Bridge: Now, we cannot go back/I’ve thought it over/If it’s meant to be/Love will find a way/Love will light the path/Back to us/I can be your guiding light/If only you’d believe in us