Couldn’t care

Lying down 

trying to sleep 

I'm so hurt 

I can't even breath 

 

fighting for air 

drowning my sorrows 

 

all the whole you are trying to sleep 

getting prepared for tomorrow's day 

 

why can't you see my pain 

do you no longer care

 

when was I tossed aside like I didn't matter

I am so hurt 

I am so sad

i feel alone 

while you lay next to me

why must I feel like this 

 

why is it so hard for you to communicate 

the blank stares 

not paying attention 

the lack of vocalization 

I'm not a fucking child 

you make me feel insane 

I just want to be the way we were before I started to feel this way 

 

I want to be happy 

is it too much to ask

 

your bringing me down 

why the fuck won't you leave if your unhappy 

why make me miserable too

i love you

i always will 

Im starting to wonder if you ever did 

or if I was convient for you 

helping you rise up

while you were lifted up

i was pushed down 

 

I'm crying 

bleeding 

what have I done 

 

I've ended my despair 

for a fucking guy who couldn't even care I was here