Checked Out

What if I were injured 

Would you care

What if I god forbid got cancer

would you be there

 

I feel a burden to you

 

I feel that you would never show

 

Pat me on my back and send me on my way

 

Telling me I got it

 

I can figure it out

 

I'm strong

 

I would be there for you in a second

In a hearbeat 

I would support you

motivate you

love you

 

why don't i feel that you would do the same

I feel like you would make me feel bad

make me feel insecure like a burden that you don't want to be there

 

I feel alone

I feel a burden

I feel like I experience our relationship on my own

 

When will we be two people experiencing as one

 

When will you have the dreaded conversation that you have already checked out