gifted

SALUTE

My words are a reflection

Spawned by the darkness within

It's a gift to be able to translate 

This experience through a pen 

Either your born with it

Or your not 

No need to pay for lessons 

Cause it cant be bought 

No need to listen 

Cause it cant be taught 

If you born with it like I am 

Your pen would stay hot

 
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The beast within

Beasts come in many forms,

they can be made or they can be born.

When your strengths become your weaknesses,

This can push gifts toward the worse.

 

So many questions to be answered

Yet there was no one to turn to.

Uncertainly blocked any progress,

The beast thrashes in return.

 

Proceeding instability,

Emotions set in quick.

Falsify, or repeat rejection of true self.

 

Normal normal,

What more could anyone want you to be?

Be quiet, be patience,

Be able to control thy self.

 

Little pedestal child,

With misunderstood needs.

Craved attention, meaning, and knowledge,

But was left to her own unease.

 

15 years later...

 

What? WHAT?!

I've never read about myself in such a fashion.

Overwhelming sensations appear.

Thoughts and feelings become clear,

only to bring on a new fear.

 

What now? and how?

So many thoughts,

So many steps.

I will make peace with the beast if its the last thing I do.

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is my feelings and thoughts about rediscovering I'm gifted on 6/19/2013