# #betrayal #life #forgiveness #suffering #sadness #pain #mistakes #madness #love

I love u

I loved you,
But you broke my heart. 
I should have known
That was your goal from the start.
You told me you loved me, 
And you seemed upset
When I didn't say it back,
You talked of the future 
And put it in my head 
And that's my biggest regret.
That you wanted me for longer, 
But you dropped me instead.
I would do anything for you, 
But you couldn't even wait.
I wanted you in my life;
I knew that on the very first
Day we met
I love you still, 
But it doesn't matter,
For the heart I gave you,
You have shattered. 
So I am left broken 
And picking up the pieces, 
While you are smiling 
And your care decreases. 
You knew I was fragile,
Even though I acted tough.
You told me not to pretend, 
That you could see past my bluff
You promised to love me
forever and always
And i believed you more
than once My heart is
breaking I have no one
else to blame but my
Self.

Atomic Punk

Atomic Punk

 

seek toward each feature,

minus the creature...

bowling for dollars

mask a dime a hollar,

there's a muscle in my brain

set a culture at discover

branded with culture

 

the oceanic waves come crushed disguise

pillars at resolution daunted said I although flame the sea

love though bargain pier

all for sequence fight to win ther atomic punk

Van Halen had written

response now hitting

 

treasure

wink a thought at able to sweep

through the thoughts at eager

a knock at my door lochers benchmen the door

lay a hold of each flooding

wink in caretoon of desire

Dim Love

You would never know all the times I lay on my bed

No nights rest for the dead. My soul crushed in a rush to retreat

Defeat. No time for a loss, why do you try to convince us that love is the same

I Can't show you the same as the man who before came

Am I worthy? No. Never.

Isolation getting the best of me, lonely streets light my way through the grief

Chains of sorrow latched on me waiting to be set free

Dimmering light, Why do we still fight

Can't you see my love for you burns so bright, You've gotten burned

My love just so strong, I guess I should dimmer

Though I will go out, So you won't be hurt again.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

How you feel is how it is.

First and Last (loves)

Find me a place in the broken circle,

Say your not mine,i won't be broken

Cause everybody leaves, its natural

Getting used to the headaches and the

Pain in my heart.

Why write love songs?

when you know its murder,

To the rest of the nation that is lost in darkness.

We also fell in love, but with the wrong spirit.

There's no door or Window window 

when your heart is broken.

All you had was yourself, but now your wasted.

Looking in all directions, but don't know what path to take

 

You showed me a lifeline, but now am hanging on a thread

Never meant to lose myself when i loved you.

But i guess thats what love does, it hunts you.

Can't sleep at night,let alone rest my mind.

You can't heal from this,its just a common drug.

The cure is the person who left you, but slowly,

memories turn into the disease that destroy you.

 

Hope no one fallls for this thing called love

Its an experiment for some people,

and in the end they break you.

 

Hopeless obsession

The voice or reason

Has fallen upon my deaf ears

As the hand of fate

Pushes me towards my blind ambitions

 

My illusions of grandeur

Have given rise to malicious intent

To obtain what can never be mine

 

The allure of its beauty and power

Overwhelms my sense of sanity

And pushes me towards the abyss

Only to be consumed by my hunger to posses it

 

My only purpose in this twisted reality

Of my so-called life is to hold it again

In my now black heart

 

But I have reaped what I have sown

And ended up with a harvest

Of pain and regret

 

Fate has dealt me that proverbial losing hand

And now I must swallow that bitter pill

And try not to choke on my own self-pity

 

How foolish to have squandered its wealth

And disgraced its purity,

Only now to be left poor and ashamed

For my stupidity and greed

 

So now here I am

Alone and left wanting

Left with nothing more

Than a hopeless Obsession

A Candlestick


I hold my soul like a candlestick,

Without light, leading me blindly through the darkness,

I stumble and fall

While collecting scars like the medals of a general's jacket,

I ground my base at the bottom of a valley,

As I watch the fires of the world chase through the trees

Glittering the skies with ash, the darkness hides my form.

Although from such treachery, a spark finds the west winds,

Great renegade, deviant, as its angelic dance guides it to the surface.

I stand tall in the darkness, yet I am captivated by this cherry red shooting star,

As so bright to reflect the glow of my withered face.

My wick outstretched, with little thought a jewel so pure, would ever reach my setting

With luck the I find winds begin to shift, as I find your spark fall upon my crown.

I instantly find my world illuminated among the ash.

Your spark chases down my spine,

I tear in awe of the grandeur that you've brought before me

Tears, melting like wax down my face, yet your hands cradle my heart,

Collecting the tears that I've shed for you, they cling to my heart,

As the beauty I see in you, grows and builds around my heart.

For any wind nor wave could smother your flame,

And as the world may fall, our light will shine.

 

 

Darkened Masquerade

 

seperate me as if one of Santas elf

sharpened as if an arrow on ted Nugent's sling

pierce twice as if the dessert below the darkened masquerade

exit stage left on a health care scam

through universal eyes,

 

Trees hung low in the prison of its deep hidden please lost your keys

shining Heart with the song Baricuda trying to get through to you

climb the ladder to success I must clearly express

those forever eyes

 

when I look into your eyes it is then I see forever

 

(C) Mario William Vitale

 

Striving Hard

Folder: 
Satish Verma

Like inky jet, 
ejected on white paper, 
the cuttlefish 
of a poet― 

was warding off the 
unseen enemy. 
The dry flattened 
chest, would remind you 
of a chalky desert. 
Only cacti grow there. 

You go into a trance, 
then convulsive seizures, with 
a loud scream. You 
invoke the toddler god 
who would kill king cobra 
fifteen feet long.

Silent Prayer

Folder: 
Satish Verma

A manic moon 
in ethereal night- 
supplicating for a single 
cord.Not becoming unfaithful 
to me. 

An empty desire- 
in your absence, remaining 
a secret even to myself. 

Becoming pseudo, full 
of titles, that was not my 
world.I am engulfing my 
achievements away 
from you. 

As the life moves on 
leaving the bloody footprints 
on my chest.I will 
always fight my demons 
with my broken pen. 

Not a blessing I need, 
I want to remain a human being.