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Warm Emotions Get Cold

Emotions are like the rain

Any moment now

Somebody is going to come

And pull the plug

Fluids mix and they colour

Wait 'til somebody put a bitter taste to your colour

Warm emotions get cold

The better dayz are running away

For one to prosper 

Another must suffer

Keep in the dream of positivity

And watch the earth

Run a mock with a mass of beings

Achieving their dreams from all your failures

Red, Yellow & Green

Ready to go

Red the haters

Yellow the doubters

Green the unconditional lovers

There we go

In A Blaze

The lamp has lays sideways

Down, broken and burning

The fire eats and grows

In a blaze of fire

Consumed, smoke and suffocating

Keeps growing like rage

A rage turned into hatred

There is nothing more to find

Just as there is nothing more to fix

Can't Tell You

You lurk in the dark

But shine in the light

Cannot tell you apart

You crawl in the depths

But rise in the skies

Can't tell you apart

You fall from great heights

But reach further up

Cannot tell you apart

Respect

Behind your eyes is the real devil

Caging away your heart

So people can only learn to fear you

The only respect you have ever known

Dirty Secret

I am tired

In each poem there is a little dirty secret

Often write words of happiness

But what about the person behind the words

Words are words

And often used to lie

They steal

They hurt

And bring joy

In each poem there is a little dirty secret

Remember

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Pain (2018)

Carry me through the mud

Carry me through the rain

When all I feel is this hopelessness

Carry me through the pain

Carry me through the silence

When all I have is only myself

 

I remember the days when I ran

Now, I run in a hopeless direction

I ran before and it didn't matter which direction I faced

Now, all there is the black depths below

Running a race I feared would leave me behind

As every other runner crossed the finish line

Now, I am left to retire, still at the starting line

 

Leave me behind if you know what's good for you

Leave me behind even if the ground dries up again

Leave me behinřd even if the rain drowns me

Be hope in my very own hopelessness

Leave me behind I will carry my own pain

Leave me behind I will carry on in my own silence

When all I have is myself

 

I remember the days when I ran

Now, I run in a hopeless direction

I ran before and it didn't matter which direction I faced

Now, all there is the black depths below

Running a race I feared would leave me behind

As every other runner crossed the finish line

Now, I am left to retire, still at the starting line

 
Try to reach out and you will only be reaching out to a ghost
Try as you might
Try to find the solution and you will bethe creator of problems
Try as you might
Try as you might
Try as you might
 

I remember (Remember)  the days (the days) when I ran

Now, I run (run) in a hopeless direction

I ran before and it didn't matter which direction I faced

Now, all there is the black depths below

Running a race I feared would leave me behind

As every other runner crossed the finish line

Now, I am left to retire, still at the starting line

Doubts And Struggles

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Polluted (2018)

Without doubt

There is nothing we can test

 

Without struggle

There is nothing we can believe in

 

Before you doubt and you struggle

Hold onto the lessons

You are made of

 

After you doubt and you struggle

The lessons you learn

Embrace and be something

The Mind vs The Heart

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The mind wants
The mind has appetite
The mind craves
The mind is demanding
The mind fancies
Even with hankering
The mind hungers
The mind has a longing
Tbe mind is a necessity
The mind requires
The mind thirsts
The mind wishes
The mind yearns
With yen and with zen

The heart needs the charge
The heart needs commitment
The heart has compulsion
The heart demands
The heart is essential
The heart needs longing
The heart needs obligation
In every occasion
The heart ought requisite
The heart has the right and urgency
Through the use and the weakness to wish

Which one deserves it all?