# #betrayal #life #forgiveness #suffering #sadness #pain #mistakes #madness #love #Friendship

Their Own Gain

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Polluted (2018)

I used be guilty in all my actions
All I ever lived for was an honest life
I used to be guilty in all my emotions
Made me feel the damned are the good
I used to be guilty in all my dreams
Never dreamed my dreams would come true with a little confience

Sometimes to be kind
You've got to be heartless
Sometimes to achieve
You've got to be heartless
Only because
If you look at it this way
Successful people trample and bulldoze
The weakest

You are not weak because you have nothing but you let them
Us you for their own gain as you lift them
From down below
All your talents can't take you far
If they keep you asleep by holding onto their emotions

They say run free
Only to trick you
And when you fall they tripped you
Right in front of your face
You ask for help
They tell you there heartaches
They ask you for help
You shoulder your own heartaches
Along with their challenges
Run to your kin
They push you and chase you far away
Only to draw you back in
Only to punch you in the belly
In the past a stab in the back
Was considered a betrayal
Now, they just stab you in the front

You are not weak because you have nothing but you let them
Us you for their own gain as you lift them
From down below
All your talents can't take you far
If they keep you asleep by holding onto their emotions

They push you and chase you far away
Only to draw you back in
Only to punch you in the belly
In the past a stab in the back
Was considered a betrayal
Now, they just stab you in the front
Without care regardless

The Real One Buried

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These days it is so hard to smile
The face is but a cover
Left to mask the real one buried
Long gone and no longer mourned for
Sure nothing has longevity as the afterlife
Don't be surprized if you are reborn
In the household of your enemy just to be haunted by a life of existence and regret
Payback is no paperback

This is the desire of these days...

These days it is so hard to look away
The eyes are but cameras
Left to mask the other hidden person
Long gone and remained fallen
Don't be surprized if you try test the truth
The eyes can no longer be used
To detect all the lies
The fiction might just be the truth
And the truth might just be fiction

This is the desire of these days...

The obvious is before us
Doubt is now left to lay aside
We don't want to return to the way
When feeling led us to lend a hand
It is no longer a cycle
Now it is all just an arrow
Expanding downward as the cycle plummets and falls
On the same level as the horizon
It is too easy to put aside the obvious
Behind the lies is self enrichment
The wanting is to prey on the prayer

These days it is so hard to appreciate
The emotions are but imbalanced
Left to mask the continous bitterness
Long gone and the mistakes are too sought for
Don't be surprized if you try seek a bit of compassion
And all you find is heartbreak
As a result of a lack of much less retribution

This is the desire of these days...
We are imperfect so we are worst than secrets
Enough secrets enough to shake all the skeletons in the closet
They shiver with an aching fear they can't seem to wave away
This is the desire of these days...

The obvious is before us
Doubt is now left to lay aside
We don't want to return to the way
When feeling led us to lend a hand
It is no longer a cycle
Now it is all just an arrow
Expanding downward as the cycle plummets and falls
On the same level as the horizon
It is easy to put aside the obvious
Behind the lies is self enrichment
The wanting is to prey on the prayer

The Moonlight Shines On Us

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Took me back to the beginning
Memories ringing
The sound can't be ignored
May leave me ignorant
Filled with days that went away
Fled to the place no more
In keeping with celebrations
And days long marked
No word can explain
Maybe someday
From the first day of self worth
The rush of adrenaline
Releasing moods out
'Cause the moonlight shine on us
In a moment, but mementos all sparks of time
Making way for the sun to shine on us
When we ride
We ride for us
In keeping hold of all of you daily
And days long past
But too short cut in the raw beat of time
The real worth a relic

The silence is behind the scream
When pain is made into beauty
Don't ever let them stamp on you
The beauty of destruction
Its kind of crazy how people change
Its all good
'Cause its hard to pretend
That is why the truth always comes out
Makes its ways out like abandoned buildings demolished
Too many depictions the same remains The same canvas is not heaven sent
'Cause the moonlight shine on us
In a moment when we ride
Making way for the sun to shine on us
We ride for us

There is no more rose
All I have is some sweet rosé
It was a bit too much
Glasses breaking
All cuts from exploding glasses
Tell me am I wrong
And if I sip a barrel of slow poison
All right then
Let me take you past this post
Its plan stupid to hide in plain sight
There is so much more

Tomorrow is already taken
Tomorrow is already taking
Apart from a part of us
There is no substance
Its pointless to leave
Tomorrow is like a mother
Sure the battles rage on
The stand remains
The show-down makes you stare
Into the face of the enemy living in your fears
Its in her nature to comfort you
In all the mess and regrets
She will give you days to remember
You can fight for a reason
Days not just of joy but of embrace and realization

The silence is behind the scream
Don't ever let them stamp on you
Its kind of crazy how people change
'Cause its hard to pretend
That is why the truth always comes out
'Cause the moonlight shine on us
In a moment when we ride
Making way for the sun to shine on us
We ride for us

When pain is made into beauty
The beauty of destruction
Its all good
Like abandoned buildings demolished
he same remains
The canvas far from a deed from heaven sent
'Cause the moonlight shine on us
In a moment when we ride
Making way for the sun to shine on us
We ride for us
Can't be ignored

Thankful For The Scars

We are broken

Not just on tribal lines

But in everything

Only a few handful

The rest living modern times

These times call for something else

There is no unity

Even overlooked more than

Pubity

The public splits

With each bloodline

Its crazy

These words aren't supposed to be negative

But then again

We just have to be

Thankful for the scars

The Danger

The safety of a home

Is just as dangerous

Where there is a locked door

There is a key

The danger of a home

Is just as safe

Where there is an open door

There may just be 

A safe haven

The Courage VIII

The courage came when

The evil took advantage of

Those who let them

With there kindness

Evem without their hope

The Castle

The old castle made of mud and clay

Stood the land as it turned to dust

The new castle made of metals 

Became a ruin

When the land became fertilr and green

The Plague

Jackels hid in a jacket

Then wolves hid in pockets

Serpents hid in boots

Leeches hid in shades

Scorpions hid in pants

Who has got it worse

The naked person or

The one who put them on

Close

Hurry back

When you have the time

Keep close

When you have found me

Keep calm

When you have fallen

Alongside me

 

Hurry back

Keep me close

When you've found me