Ways of heart again in calling,
she reflected on a love,
while the rain came gently falling,
from the Summer skies above.
Now those teardrops ode to heartache,
came in falling like the rain,
out to hint upon a heartbreak,
where the stormclouds found her pain.
To her heart so spoke the passion,
though unspoken seemed the day.
Sounds of thunder soon in crashin',
filled those Summer skies of gray.
Once to know of love forever,
once to share a timeless dance,
had the depth of her endeavor
only shared her half a chance.
Gentle teardrops ode to heartache,
where clear eyes could not sustain
sunlit skies to stop the heartbreak.
Love now lost out in the rain.
If truly she had loved me, here together now we'd be.
Yes, truly had she loved me, love's true ways by now I'd see.
But today, must say, it's foggy, and as one, I walk alone.
Life's clear path into tomorrow now's a path no longer shown.
All the grace in nature's beauties, through these tears, I'm still to see,
while some promise here awakens, where God's colors shine for free.
And though not to all be shared now; blissful songs to play in key,
I think truly had she loved me, in my arms today she'd be.
I always wait echoes of the bell of the last train,
On an old bench, with love, my ancient friend,
Patiently, I often read 'Gone With The Wind',
Though, I keep forgetting the deceptive end.
The sun leaves a yellow smile on the platform,
Light precedes the breathless shades into east,
Umbrella-like shade on two bare sticks chuckles,
Then manages to creep to me as a tamed beast.
The cold mist blurs the scene frequently on time,
All love when it prevails to hide their loneliness,
The station, the bell, the rails and the only being.
The quiet distances unfetter infections of sadness.
Nothing in place cools nor awakens heavy-eyed
The bell have no desire to ring for the uncertain
Of exiled hopes venturing to read one more page,
Thus are eternally left in the world's dim curtain.
I can't close the book where she retires unhurt,
Her beauty streams lively on frozen dark words,
I see her continually in fields, on breasts of earth,
Running before melodies, lilies and happy birds.
When you promise
I listened and believed
From time to time i thought of it
Trying not to break it
Yet,I dont know what happened
Suddenly,you changed
You werent the person i knew
You werent the person i fought for
It was my mistake
I was so wrong
And i admit i was so fool
But because of what happened
I realized that i shouldnt be wasting my time
I shouldnt be keeping those moments
I shouldnt be thinking of you
I shouldnt be...
Sometimes I cry.
Tears rolling, falling around me.
I gag, I cry, I curse.
Bitterness is not my thing
But yet again
Crying used to not be, too.
I wanna
Punch, kick, hit, scream,
Fight the demons in my soul.
Thoughts are a curse,
A curse that doesn’t want to leave.
I think, I breathe, I cry again.
I think self harm.
No not that route.
That’s not me, I love me.
I want something drastic.
I want a new life.
I want to not feel this pain
Of losing my best friend
And him not even giving me a thought.
Waiting, crying, reading through the tears.
I want happiness,
I want love.
I want inner peace.
It’s time for my pill.
Have you ever been in love? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.... i just want to be happy once more
original poem by: Katie Menzies
(c) 2011-ALL RIGHTS RESERVED
It has been years since I let you go
It has been years since I felt your touch
I had no choice I had no voice
I'll give my soul to be held by you for just one more time
I grant you never-ending serenity
But my heart cries for you some times
You where my anchor
You where my love
And now you are but a memory
My love for you will never die
Your melody sings on in my heart
My respect for you I will always treasure
You made me the woman that I am
I wish you love
I wish you bliss
I wish you eternal happiness