Crushed Spirit Walking


Do You Understand His Sorrow Now
The Emotional Pain He Faces Everyday
Though He Communicates Profound Happiness
It Is Actually Suffering Sorrow That Dwells Inside
Oh How You Could Just Read His Facial Expression


The Tears That Roll Down Every Night
Though Tears May Not Always Drop And Fall
The Depressed Sorrow That Grasps His Heart
And His Joyfulness And Cheeryness Is Diminished


The Crushed Sorrow Feeling In The Heart
When Others Post Pictures Of Joyful Friends Having Fun
Oh The Price Of An Entire Life Time It Would Pay
What He'd Do Anything To Change His Lonely Childhood
Though The Pain Has Made Him Grown Strong
The Sad Memories Do Not Fade Away


Misery Hides Inside And Outside His Soul
To Face Gaming Addiction All The Time
If Being Autistic Would Have Not Flowed In His Blood
Oh How Different Would His Life Style Be


What Experiences Would I Have Encountered In My Life
Would He Have Used Drugs In His Life
Perhaps The Struggle Of Drama And Trust Issues
The Fool Who Would Battle Against Violence And The Have Many Enemies
To Struggle With Physical And Verbal Abuse Of A Household
Desperate Around Sex And Have A Troubled Life Style
Oh What A Life Style Could One Possibely Hope Any Different

A Bleeding Heart For You


I Can See You're Bleeding Inside
When You're All Alone
I Can See That You're Crying
Even When Tears Aren't Falling
I Can See You Screaming
When You Shriek For Seperate
You Yearn To Belong Somewhere


When You're Sitting In The Library
And You Want Is Quiet Peace
But All You Hear Is Piercing Pain
The Deafening Screams Of The Unknown
You Hold Thought You're Not Alone
But The Scars On Your Skin
Tell You Otherwise Recognition


Stripped Of The Joy
Ripped Off The Smiles
Safe In The Dark
But The Pain Creeps Inside
Mistaken Guessed Misery
Recognized As A Pollution
Memories Burning Away
Consuming The Pain


Please Don't Cry Now
The Tears Won't Last Forever
Come Into My Arms
I Can't Promise I'll Ease The Pain
But I Can Promise My Heart
You Won't Have To Fight Life Alone


The Pain The Holds Inside
I Pray I'll Heal Your Heart
The Aches That Stretch To A Century
I'll Soothe Your Soul An Eternity
The Pain May Last A Life Time
But My Love Will Last Forever


Soothe The Aching Pains
Stitching My Joy Into You
Calming Your Heart To Peace
And Tranquil Your Stressed Mind
Close Your Eyes
Rest For A While
Let My Hugs Accompany Your Heart
The Arms To Keep You Safe
And My Heart To Keep You Happy

Miserable Jagged Pain


She Cries Like Errupting Volcano
Seeping Above The Ocean
It Soars Beyond The Forest
Tethering Corrupts Her Chains
And The Sores Wrap Up Her Heart


It Seems Like The End For Her
Burns Scrape Inside Her Wounded Scars
Cutting It Out, Tearing It Out
Cut Out The Lies The Seep Inside
Beneath Is Just A Heart Wanting Affection
An Affection That Longs For A Heart


The Wicked Fire Burns Off The Skin On Her Feet
The Wretched Shameful Drag Their Misery To Her
Oozing Tears Shred Off Her Face As She Cries
The Same Darkness Revives Her Pain


Shes Desperately Screams For Help
Secrets She Tries To Hide
The Numbness Fragiles Her Heart
Vunerable By The Exposure
The Soul Is Cut Apart
Scars Rips Her Skin To Shreds


No Matter How Hard She Tries
Her Heart Still Aches With Pain
The One She Gave Love To
The One She Trusted Her Life
Was Nothing But A Burden In Her Life


Bitter Memories Crosses Her Mind
She Desperately Tries To Replace It With Happiness
But All Thats Lift In Her Past
The Scars That Wound Her Life
Creeps Beyond What She Could Imagine

Love Can Shine On The Darkest Hearts


The Sun Rises Like A Rose
The Beauty Flies Into The Clouds
Your Wings Soar Like The Sky
You Swing Your Hair
And I'm Totally Blown Away
I Got Caught In The Strands
Tangled Up In Your Romance
But I Broke Away Easily


I Turn Away And I'm Walking Away
But You Tug At My Shoulder
Telling Me You Need Company
Say That You Need Me
But You Don't Need Me
Why Would You Need Me
Telling Me You Face The Burden


All The Loneliness That Hurts Your Heart
It Drops Like A Bowling Ball
Hits The Bottom Of The Ocean
So I'll Accompany You
I 'll Hold You Tight By Me
I Can't Promise You That I'll Relieve The Pain
But I Promise That You Won't Feel Lonely


Hold My Hand Tight
I'll Snuggle By Your Side
Needing A Hug Just Open Your Arms
I Don't Judge Like The Others
I Don't Blame Like The Rest
But I Love Better Than The Most Would Say
Your Hair Flows Like The River


Tell Me Again Why Did You'd Ask Me
Is It Because I'm Real And Genuine
Or The Fact You Could Rely On Me
I Wounldn't Know The Story
Dramatic Past Crushing Your Soul
Did Someone Break Your Heart
Heartbroken And Couldn't Trust Anyone Else


I'll Tell You What I Know From My Heart
I'll Love You Closer Than Abest Friend
Looking Out For You
I'll Be Take Caring
Truer Than A True Friend
I Undestand Your Pain
You Can Tell Me Your Secrets
I Heal Friends With My Heart

But I Love Them With My Hugs


Love Is A Dangerous Path
It Can Shatter You To Broken Pieces
Or It Can Rise You Like The Rainbow
The Sun Would Rise Up So Fast
That You Never Want It To End
Maybe It Might Hurt So Much
You Want It To Immediately End


Whatever You Choose To Do
Trust Me On My Word
I Keep My Word To My Family
But I'll Keep My Heart Closer To Wounded Friends
Heal Your Pains And Soothe The Hardship

Hard To Love


I'm Hard To Love, Hard To Love
You've Gotta Be Pretty Amazing
To Sweep Me Off My Feet
To Keep My Eyes Locked On You
Looks Aren't Enough To Grab My Attention
Words Can't Compare To What I'd Like To Hear


It Might Be Hard To Steal My Attention
Not Saying It's Easy To Do At All
Perhaps You Might Be My Type
You Might Deserve My Love
I Think You're Right
I'll Hold On To You Forever
Whatever Hits Us Will Fall Off


You May Be a Wreck
But I Still Love You
I'll Lift Your Soul Up
I'll Heal Your Broken Heart
I'll Purge Those Wounds
And Make You More Beautiful Then Before


Nothing Can Break This Bond Between Us
This Incomparable Love
Indestructible Unconditional Joy
A Kiss That Lasts Forever
A Hug That Relieves Anything
Tell Me Whatever You Need
And I'll Be There To Provide It For You

Deliver Me From The Pain


Do These Eyes Look Tired To You
Do These Eyes Look Weary At All
I Could Run Another Mile
I Could Sprint To Save Another Life
But The Love Has Been Lost
As My Hearts Shaking And Breaking
I Can't Do This Alone
Help Me Help Your Soul
Help Me Find Myself Lost Inside A Battle


Drowning Yourself With Music
It Makes Me Sad To See Myself
To Look At All The Shame Of Ourselves
Just Because Our Eyes Are Shut
Forgive Me If We Tear The Pages
Cause I'm Tired Of The Old Chapter
I've Always Wanted More
But I'm Losing Control Of Myself


I Don't Think You See The Places That I See
The Dreams That I've Always Dreamed
The Words I Long To Say But Stumble Upon Heart
Tell Me Exactly What I'm Suppose To Do
With My Heart So Dry And Depleted
I Don't Think You Really Understand
But Why I Do I Always Fall On Myself

I Couldn't Exactly Understand Every Reason


Save Me Lord I Can't Trust Myself
These Wounds That Appear On My Skin
Causing Pain Only To See It Was Me
The Blood Rushing Goes To My Head
Heal The Wounds That Steal My Mind
The Aches And Pain Repeats The Stream
Its a Battle I Face All The Time
The Rage That Quits Over The Time
And Rinses Just To To Join Again


I Know I've Got A Major Problem
A Risk Of The Soul In Danger
The Angry Fury Consumes My Energy
I Can't Control Myself Dear Lord
But What Shall I Do
With The Thoughts Of A Sinner
Silence That Passes Over


Just To See That I'm Tearing My Hairs Out
Sometimes It Gets Hard For Patience To Pass By
The Waiting For The Greater Good
To Heal The Wounds Of My Soul
Cause I Know Someones Out There
So I Can't Give Up Just Yet

You Still Love Me Anyways Because You Care


In The Darkness I Escape
In The Corner I Hide Myself
The Place Where My Fear Traps Myself
The Place No One Else Knows
Somewhere I Never Change
The Pain I Feed Myself
I'm The Only To Blame
The Sorrow I've Drowned Myself In


Too Much Time I've Let Myself Down
The Waiting For A Never Happening Future
Counting The Minutes That Pass By
The Moments I Never Take Why Even Try
My Life Is So Painful To Live
The Tears That Take So Much Time
It Just Tears My Heart To Pieces


But You Come Along And You Wipe My Tears Away
Why Does It Seem So Dark Outside
Why Are You Here To Save Me
I Have Faced Sorrow And a Childhood Full Of Pain
But You Choose To Love Me


The Reasoning Behind Your Answers I Will Never Know
Still You Come Near Me And You Hold Me Tight
Nothing But Coldness Left In My Heart
Why Do You Still Choose To Love Me
Am I Really Worthy Of Such Love


I've Ignored You For So Many Times
Denied Your Calls And Texts You Sent Me
But You Still Come To My Aid
Am I That Worth Your Time
The Seconds Drawn Past The Clocks Hand
Days Past By And I'm So Scared


Your Love Is Keeping Me Alive
Beautiful Eyes That Shed So Many Tears
To Tell You That I'm Sorry Won't Mean Much
But You Feel My Pain And Sense The Stress I Emit


Your Hugs Give Me That Comfort
The Love I Can't Explain To Anyone
Affection Of A Caring Friend
There's No Words To Make Up For
But The Love You Give Me
Even If I Do Not Deserve That Love
You Still Love Me Anyways
Because You Care About Me
Those Words And All Of These Actions
I Can't Ever Replace With Anything Else

my ode entitled 'happy to be blessed'


Happy to be blessed

Happy to be blessed
With god given gifts
Well no, not really
Born with all of it

But only just woke to
The matrix: So cruel
The bloodlines of cain
Love humanities suffering

But Dark cannot stand light
Need love and bright
To illuminate the illuminati
Otherwise are distinctly nazi

Love is the cosmos foundation
Erased from every nation
Rulers: Divide and conquer
W hen all sister and brother

Power of love: A ma zing
Cuts like a laser
Lifts when your down
Also erases that frown

And increases your vibration
Better still, be vegetarian
Dog eat dog today
TRUST : isn’t gods way

Master Jesus’s kick is
Peace, love and selflessness
Lacking in the west
YOU’R job to redress

That particular balance
Spread love like petals
At a divine festival
Bonus is: There’s no Hell

It’s your choice: Choose
Light not the dark
Love, not the hate
Then lifes just great

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Saved From The Messiah


I Know Its A New Road
And I've Got A Long Ways To Go
But Sometimes I Stop Walking
I Pause Mid Life In The Night
And I'm Wondering What's Keeping Me Alive
I Know I've Got Great Potential
And I've Got A Great Future


But Sometimes I Just Wonder
Why Was I Blessed For So Much
For Someone Who Meant Nothing To The World
Why Would God Save Someone Who Had No Life
Someone Who Didn't Mean Anything To Anyone
With Nothing But Sadness And Loneliness In His Heart
And Such Sorrow And Tears Cried All The Time


Why Did He Choose Someone So Little Of Talent
A Life Filled With Disappointment And Grief
A History Filled With Agony And Affliction
Such Troubles That Rain In So Much Pain
Suffering And Trapped In A Plagued Tumor
I Don't Understand The Situation
This Confusing Weird Circumstance
Unknown Mysterious Condition
The Distress Heartbreaking Despair


What If I Didn't Make It Out Alive
If This Sadness Consumed My Soul
The Suffering Of The Tormented Heart Ached Fool
I Know I've Got A Lot To Be Thankful For
But I Don't Know What I Should Do With This Life
If It Weren't For Jesus Christ To Save My Soul


I Couldn't Understand With Isolated Blindness
The Reason Of Condition Or Understanding Why Save Me
The Tears That Drowned My Heart
The Sadness The Haunted My Mind
Swirling Confusing Of The Addicted Gamer
I Couldn't Always See The Light
I Couldn't Always Push Forward The Next Day
But Since I Found The Place That Saved Me
The Amazing And Incredible Place Called Tree House


I Could Finally Breathe In My Life
Beyond These Doors I Thought Were Filled With Sadness
But When I Opened The Doors Into The Light
I Could Finally Open Up My Eyes For The First Time
No More Tears Could Stop My Pain
These Amazing People That Lend Me Their Hand Of Salvation
The Deep Affectionate Hugs Shared With Me


It's Been Two Years Since Jesus Christ Stepped Into My Life
I Don't Always Understand Why You Saved Me God
But I Believe You Wanted Me To Share The Love You Gave Me
For You Loved Me Before I Knew The Meaning Love
Thanks For An Entire Life Time With Jesus Christ
I've Got An Amazing Salvation I Can't Take Granted For
But I Gotta Share With The World With Your Presence