The Present Me

I wish the present me now could go back and respend that week with you

I’d given you more love, held you tighter, kissed you longer, held your hand closer to my heart, looked into your eyes more, never let you go!

I’d told you over and over that I love you and that leaving you to come back home is killing me

That this life is so empty without you beside of me.

That I don’t want to leave your arms because that was my home, my shelter,.

I wish the present me now could go back and respend that week with you 

I’d cup your face in my hands and tell you that living this life is hell because you aren’t here

And that my God please believe me, that I love you with all that is in me

And that without you it’s killing me on the inside

That my heart is yours forever, but now it’s broken into so many pieces but no doubt it’s yours.

I wish the present me could go back and respend that week with you.

 

Cry

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Starward's picture

Been there and felt that,

Been there and felt that, biut you have expressed it far better than I could.  The ache of the emotion leaps from your lines.


Starward

allets's picture

U Move On

Common theme  the heartache - I write a few, not many--emotional pain was downsized. Hmmmm...


 

 

MonkeyGirl74's picture

I am slowly doing that. Or at

I am slowly doing that. Or at least trying to. But getting it out helps. Instead of holding it all in. 


She believed in the power of being a monkey!