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Thinking Of Thinking
I'm thinking of thiking of something to my situation
Spend my time here contemplating
On what that something might be
Is there somethin within me
That I can think to think of to make me less like me
To make me more like other people
Lookin through a peephole in my brain
Hoping to think enough to find
A different way to spend my time
To get a different outcome
A better outcome
By my nature, my mind gives up
And I never find my solution
You are aware of this in yourself so that is a significant start. There are likely many who are not so self aware of their faults and short comings. You used a wonderful attribute you have(being able to write a poem) and dragged your short coming out of the dark and not only confronted it for what it is but revealed it to the world. I say that is something of value to your psyche. You can't fix what you don't acknowledge. I am certain you have heard this saying before. So be of good cheer, you are stepping a step in the right direction. I wish you all the best Aalan, continue to self explore and share. Its a fine alternative to self discovery. sincerely Melissa Lundeen.