# love # disappointment # brokenhearted #learninlove #theone #life #secondchoice #friendship #hope

to my friend

To my friend

My soul is dying and I am crying, lying on the floor.
Violent tides of pain and fear, ever consuming what I hold dear.
My hopes, my dreams, my very being.
Alone I stand there is no fleeing.
Downwards I'm pulled with such force, this depression has no remorse.


I'm weak and tired from this fight, I lye here and wonder will I be alright?
My eyes can see the world around me, but no pleasure does surround me.
Empty, hollow, full of pain.
I don't want this feeling to remain.
I'm tired, sick and so withdrawn, the world carries on like I wasn't born.
Invisible to those who do not know, how very low that I have grown.
I look happy to you, because you cant see, what's buried deep inside of me.

It eats you from the inside out, god don't it pack an awful clout.
Your soul goes first, then the rest, it has skills above the best.
But I have things that it knows not, a fight in me it will not blot.
I'll twist it around and use its pain, I have far more than it to gain.
I will cry and I will fall, but ill always end stood tall.
For I have a weapon it can not see, a single light that follows me.
I have you my friend.
Your hopes, your love.
Your very being.
You my friend are that light.
Together we shall stand and put up a fight, because your light is so very freeing, together we shall send this fleeing.
I have a light it will never break, and a fight it will never take.
Soon I'll be free to fly again, free from this burden it wont remain.
Then you shall turn and say, well done my friend I am so proud, we fought that beast and tore it down.
Thank you my friend for being strong, I needed you all along.
Together we are stronger than depression.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is something i feel and was written without much edit just flowing and rhyming what i feel.

Friend Zone

Was the choise: now, later, never;

But she told - "we're friends forever

- For that moment heart just stopped:

In friend zone i sadly stuck.


Small talk waits us in rare meetings:

Weather, girl/boyfriend, politics...

This i wanted? Not at all!

Reason is: i'm boy, she's girl.


My friends I thought were my close friends always forget about me, 

I when I do things I think about them but they never think about me,

I live my days as a nice loyal friend but only to get treated like shit at the end,

I never gain my happiness because they may all shoot it down,

In this world, who are my real friends? The ones now pose to be impostors. 

Life(part 1)

Life is an unexpected one.

Life is full and undone.

Life is roses that has it's own thorn.

Life is a area that turn's you around.

You think your happy.

But then it'll go snappy.

Life is unknown.

Life brakes your bone.

You'll think to your self it's all done well.

You'll think to yourself it's a evil little spell.

Some life are great.

Some life's are hate.

This is the life's that i state.

Take A Breath

It's what you are

Afraid to start

Cover up the scars

That you cannot hide

Take a breath, I'll be your guide

Follow me back to the light


Face this fear

Nothing's clear

Just stay here

Why are you searching for answers

Let it go



Your fear is spreading the cancer


It's what we are

Broken hearts

Let me see the scars

That you keep inside

Take a breath, your tears will dry

Walls once between us fade from sight


Lost inside

Afraid to try

Do not hide

You're such a lovely lonely sight

Dry your tears

I'll be here

Just stay near

I'm by your side and I'm sincere


I see your heart

Every Part

Leave behind the scars

Filled with hope inside

Take a breath, let's turn the tide

I know we can make it all right