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I'm not who I used to be.

 

I used to be such a trusting person.

I used to be such a happy girl.

I used to be such a big smiler.


I don't believe what I used to.


I used to believe that everyone was good.

I used to believe that everyone will be loved.

I used to believe that everyone is truthful.


That was before.


That was before I was repetively hurt.

That was before I was repetively passed over.

That was before I was repetively rejected.


Now I'm a different person.


Now I'm slowly breaking inside.

Now I'm a less trusting person.

Now I'm a pro at pretending like I'm ok.


Now I believe differently.


Now I believe that I'll only be the friend.

Now I believe that I am not good enough.

Now I believe that no one loves me.


This is after.


This is after they used me.

This is after they lead me on.

This is after they left me broke.


Now. I. Am. Different.

Now. I. Am. Changed.

Now. I. Am. Broken.


Now...

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