self injury

Self Injury

Folder: 
Deception

Cold and dark
Alone in the night
Bloody marks
Make it alright

Pain is good
Blood is better
I wish I could
Stay like this forever

Don't let me feel numb again
I like feeling like I'm dying
Don't let me be anyone but me
Someday you'll see
It's just self injury

All alone
Crying anyway
Because no one
Wants to stay

Pain is good
Blood is better
I wish I could
Stay like this forever

Don't let me feel numb again
I like feeling like I'm dying
Don't let me be anyone but me
Someday you'll see
It's just self injury

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Dedicated to my dad. Thank you for the scars.

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Ghost

Folder: 
Other stuff

I often wonder what it was

That caused such a deep pain

In her, inside her heart

Why she cannot just exist

Be glad to be breathing air

Why does she hate her flesh?

Abusing it as if atonement for still being here

Eyes gone black and cold

Removed

Still here but feels like a ghost

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Hit

Folder: 
Love

You opened up this big whole for me to fall into
And you just look in as I fall down farther and farther

You ask for feedback for communication
How can I talk when I’m falling to my death

I make you mad so you hit
I need to numb out so I take a hit
I hate my flesh I take a hammer and hit
Just one more hit and I will feel ok

I try to talk and you cut me off
I cant take the pain so I cut

I am too much throw me away
I am too big I throw up

Just one more hit

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Feb 11 2009

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