I wrote this because of
my recent circumstances
during the past four months: The threat of homelessness, the reality
of eventually becoming homeless, and the results
of the decisions I had
made; the stress of the
changes that have accrued
as a result of it all.
I wrote this poem on adderall one night and I was trying to capture the feelings I had for a few days and nights. These feelings were about trying too hard in life and relationships not realizing how I was making things worse, and I just wanted things to be good and happy. I'm I was influenced by a song recently to do the style of the chorus.
