Stomache grows into mounds
Is there a breath waiting breathe
Will everything change
Will he be angered
Surly not
Comfort will not be plentiful
And I will be a wreck
Would a simple high make it disappear
I dare not tell the ones who made me
More love will be lost
Can death grasp me
Decapitate my head
And send it to my mom in a box?
I am so sorry, angel.
I left you so far behind.
It was never my desire
To be so cruel to you.
I am so sorry, angel
I was never there with love,
To applaud and cherish you
Each time you danced for me.
I am so sorry, angel
That it makes no goddam sense
To believe in true sweet love
When it all comes tumbling down.
I am so sorry, angel
That I cannot grant comfort
To you when your dear heart breaks.
Please forgive me, my daughter.
I am so sorry, angel
That I am not there to give
More than just these humble words
I love you, child, forever.
ariberdy
12/14/03
I think about you all the time
and even dream about you at night
I don't know exactly what you will look like
but I know you are going to be adorable
I get so excited when I feel you
kicking and rolling inside me
It's hell waiting months to hold you
it seems like no one even has a clue
As the days slowly pass by
all I do is sit and cry
Not because I don't want you
but because I really truly do
It all happened so fast
but my love for you will always last
Come baby so I can hold you in my arms
and keep you from all the worlds harms
I'm waiting for you tonight
I want to see your eyes so bright
So come to mommy little angel
I promise to keep you from all danger
Curious eyes, always searching
Open to new adventures
Loving completely and innocently
Touching the lives of all they meet
Enjoying the simple things
New pleasures, welcomed
Reaching for the stars, wanting to hold them all
Innocent questions, seeking knowledge
Ever pushing forward
Learning love, trust and fun
Each smile renews faith
Young, carefree, perfect
This is my baby and pride. He smiles always, and knows he is loved so much.
Happiness follows his soul
Always learning and watching
Revealing innocence
Laughter resounds faithfully
Enjoying life fully
Youthful pleasures founded
Dawn of a new era
Always positive and joyous
New found salvation in perfection
Harley is my fighter and my 2nd perfect moment. With his smile my soul beams with pride.
Moving the hearts of others
Always kind and loving
Taking in the hope of everything
Teaching humanity and strength
Healing with his innocent joys
Enjoying the world fully
Wanting to learn and teach
Giving a sense of peace and love
Revealing a strong solid spirit
Each day brighter
Yielding trust to others, hopefully
Sensing his way through good and bad
Open to loving and cherishing
Never turning away when he's needed
This is my son Matthew and he was the first perfect moment given to my heart and life.
Oh little one
You could not know
The depth of love
Nor lack of spite
Loss to be endured
So much power
You can hold
And you do not know
You could not know
Sacrificial love
So great
So deep
Resounding
Like an echo
With every little giggle
And every tiny step
As you run towards
The man who offers you
Great arms of love
And true protection
And heart of pure gold
He's Daddy’s Little Man,
his partner and his friend.
When they are together,
you see love that never ends.
They look so much alike,
this big and little pair.
From their eyes and personality,
right down to the color of their hair.
When they laugh and joke,
in their playful fun.
They make a funny duo,
this Father and his son.
At times they get so silly,
doing all the wrong they can.
They will always be good buddies,
cause he's Daddy's Little Man.
She's Daddy's Little Princess,
from her head down to her toes.
When she throws her arms 'round his neck,
the love in their eyes shows.
She can do no wrong,
cause Daddy's on her side.
She simply gives a look,
and grins so big and wide.
He picks her up and swings her,
and holds her in his arms.
Knowing he is taken in,
by all her little charms.
She's Daddy's Little Princess,
around her finger he is twirled.
The love he has is unconditional,
for his precious little girl.