break down cry love heart


2010-2012 Poems

No matter how it's dark and cold,
No matter how it rains inside,
It's your right to cry, your right to scream...
Your right to lose your way, to stand up, to dream.
You owe it to yourself to be alright,
Focus on the bit of spark, see through your light.
Lightning may strike, but persist-
Follow the sun and tell yourself:
"I am all I need to be."

Author's Notes/Comments: 

-(c)jerlin 29Sep11- written and posted in my FB thru mobile phone on my way to Songkhla for my angels in Penang.

Façade Of Love


Can love really be true?

Is there such a thing?


I thought I found it

Many, many times


Yet it turned out all wrong

It fizzled into nothing


I then let the pain go on

Let myself be hurt more


I do not have a reason

For this self destruction


All I truly know is I never

Want to cause them pain


So I suffer in silence

While they have their glory


I would change it if I could

Yet I cannot do so, I have tried


So I cry hours into the night

And have a façade of happiness in the day



Written on

May 11, 2000

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one was writen after the breakup that I wrote about in The Choice.

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