Shouldn't Have

2010-2012 Poems

I shouldn’t have clicked that stupid link.
Now my thoughts start to sink,
Back from where we began
Until the day I painfully asked you-
To forget me and ‘be gone’.

Your one mistake, I cannot forego.
You cannot undo, even if you wanted so.
Sacrifice our hearts for doing the right thing.
She was there, she was weak-
You shouldn't have given in.

You knew you could have been the one.
You were my best friend, my worst lover.
I was your queen, your heroine
And I always know, in your eyes I’ll still be-
If it’s not a sin.

On the other hand, I’m happy to see you happy.
Finally embrace the life, the ‘consequence’ as it should be.
But still I know those eyes, that Mark Ruffalo smile.
Who many times told me-
‘I’d be waiting for you at the end of the aisle’.

You shouldn't have promised.
I don't regret that I believed.
Life goes on, love survives.
We had the time of our lives.
But still--I shouldn’t have clicked that stupid link.

Author's Notes/Comments: 




I know you love me

And I do love you

Ohh so bittersweet

It’s never true


Sometimes the love leaves

How it hurts us so

Ohh so bittersweet

We’ve gone so low


Yearning for the good times

Aching through the bad

Ohh so bittersweet

All we’ve never had


This love isn’t real

Though I want it so

Ohh so bittersweet

Love and let go



Written on

November 27, 2007

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one was written about Paul. About my feelings toward him.

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