ex-boyfriend

Shouldn't Have

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2010-2012 Poems

I shouldn’t have clicked that stupid link.
Now my thoughts start to sink,
Back from where we began
Until the day I painfully asked you-
To forget me and ‘be gone’.

Your one mistake, I cannot forego.
You cannot undo, even if you wanted so.
Sacrifice our hearts for doing the right thing.
She was there, she was weak-
You shouldn't have given in.

You knew you could have been the one.
You were my best friend, my worst lover.
I was your queen, your heroine
And I always know, in your eyes I’ll still be-
If it’s not a sin.

On the other hand, I’m happy to see you happy.
Finally embrace the life, the ‘consequence’ as it should be.
But still I know those eyes, that Mark Ruffalo smile.
Who many times told me-
‘I’d be waiting for you at the end of the aisle’.

You shouldn't have promised.
I don't regret that I believed.
Life goes on, love survives.
We had the time of our lives.
But still--I shouldn’t have clicked that stupid link.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

-(c)jerlin-16Jan12

Thoughts Of The X-ed

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2008

Do you know just

How it feels

To want, crave;

To miss someone?

 

To have your heart beat

And your chest ache

To have desire

To be near someone?

 

I know you understand

Exactly what I’m saying

Here’s a thought for you

Get used to it

 

~Chrystal

Written on

July 26, 2008

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This one was written to Paul.

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