I'm feeling maggots
Pulsate in my heart
Eating away my flesh
To leave me broken
Like at the start
Fresh gaping wounds
Obvious to see
Wishing death didn't
Have to wait so long for me
But what can I do
I don't want to kill me
But just to kill you
So if I ask for your help with that
Please let me kill you
Oh please, will you
You know you left
Footprints on my heart
Not the good kind
But something festering
Like a fart
Left with deep impressions
From long spiky heels
I wish that I could heal
But I know I never will
So if I ask you
To let me kill you
Oh please, will you
All of this anger
Isn't healthy for me
I can't help but feel it
And I won't ever be
Anything like I was
Happy before your bitch ass
Had to come along
And force me into love
But just like you,
That is nothing that will do
If I ask you
To let me kill you
Oh please, will you
Oh please, will you
I'm Alright.
I haven't been aLone
For very lOng,
But you seem like
You're straNded and abandoned
On some island of lonelinEss
You think I left you on.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder,
But depravation makes the days
Aggrivating and degrading.
It makes the nights last longer.
You took my love.
You turned back to me
To give me a little shove.
I didn't often flip,
Though you flipped my shit
From how cruel you could be.
Maybe you're not stuck on me,
And I can get on the right wAy.
You always played hide and go Fuck yourseLf,
Never giving me One bright day.
Fuck it!
It's all fUcked up!
You try to aCt all frieNdly,
Offering a few lines to tEmpt me,
But you were always stucK up.
Do You know a damn thing about me?
Did you care anything fOr me?
I only saw yoU doubt me.
You talk shit,
Soundin' appealin,'
But you're makin' me sick,
With all the drama you Been dealin.'
We said we'd be frIends.
That can happen if you sTay where you are!
You liked how laid and loosely
BaCkwards I bent.
We never made it very far
Cuz you were playing fucked up games
WitH my weak fuckin' mind!
The wild silence
Taught me to learn your kind.
Maybe you're not stuck on me,
And I can get on the right wAy.
You always played hide and go fuck yourseLf,
Never giving me One bright day.
Fuck it!
It's all fucked up!
You try to act frieNdly,
Offering a few lines to tEmpt me,
But you were always stuck up.
One dAy,
Some day,
You'Ll regret what you did.
If yOu're really human
And caN feel emotional shit.
Thank you for tEaching me
ThAt most people won't try reaching me.
You scorched my heart
With your fronts,
Makin' me haLlucenate,
But yOu've allowed me
An opportuNity to stroll,
Straight start to roll,
A chancE to vacate!
You told me you were blind
And you want me
To teach you how to see
But the blind leadin the blind
Ain't somethin I really wanna be
I'm ok here in the dark
I don't need no friends
But the bullshit of people like you
Wantin everything I got
It never fuckin ends
This shit never fuckin goes away
It's here all the time
All you worthless shits ever do
Is fuckin cry and whine
Complain about your pussies
And how they always ache
I don't care if you say you got a dick
It's gotta be fuckin fake
Oh well
You got some bullshit to sell
I don't fuckin wanna buy
I just want you to go to Hell
Oh, and by the way,
I really mean it
I really do want you to die
I won't come to your fuckin funeral
I won't fuckin cry
Oh well
You got some bullshit to sell
I don't fuckin wanna buy
I just want you to go to Hell
You oughta be in porno
Cuz you've sucked so many cocks
It's so fuckin hilarious
You can hardly fuckin walk
You musta took it up the ass
And rode it pretty hard
Either that or your ass is so fat
It's nothin but 800
Pounds of lard
When you finally fuckin die
I'll be overwhelmed with joy
I'll be rid of you and your gay ways
Satan you'll have to annoy
You don't mean nothin to me
You don't mean a fuckin thing
If I cared enough to talk to you much
I could make you my little fuckin
Puppet on a string
verse 1:
i have to say this
you've got to know
i think you're pathetic
wretched, vial and gross
it makes me sick to be here
i can't fucking stand you
i beg you, go away
before i start to puke
verse 2:
can't ever be myself
whenever you're around
choking violent rage
is tearing me down
you get one last warning
you'll be smart to go
cant control my fury
i'm about to blow
chorus:
get the fuck away from me
go cause you can't stay
die, leave this place
you are such a waste
chorus:
this time it's serious
i must make my point clear
you should be listening
cause my words are fed by fear
verse 1:
you searched for innocence
instead found petulance
we see our time is spent
this hate was too intense
from this psychotic mind
these evil thought i find
the voices all combine
they want to see you die
verse 2:
not sure what's wrong with me
yet you think you can see
you'll never really know me
youre ideas i won't believe
i know what's wrong with you
living your life on false truth
won't even try to save you
cause saving is something i can't do
verse 1:
don't shine your light on me
i'm in the dark cuz i wanna be
is that all you're able to think
when there's so much more to
chorus:
(sang fast)
in your dreams
you are fallin
hear my screams
waking reality
(sang slow and powerful)
in my dreams
i am falling
hear your screams
waking reality
verse2:
why can't i quit shaking you
why can't i just get this through
it's such a simple fucking truth
eventually you're gonna lose
verse3:
my patience is wearing thin
suffering your helpless skin
my hatred rises deep within
mourning who you could've been
i didn't realize it til i was irritated
guess i let it all get too complicated
in hindsight i shouldn't have participated
now all these wrongs will be reciprocated
gonna post a warning on your front door
gathering arms for a hellish war
preparing myself to even the score
deciding which weapons i need more
concentrating on everything you stole
i'm just about done digging your hole
got my shit packed. i'm ready to roll.
it's too late now to save your soul.
this is gonna be an important mission.
planned to the "T" with the utmost precision
i know for a fact it's the right decision
about to educate you on this viscious vision
will you look at this incredible spread
my tools of destruction lying on your bed
let the reality soak through your head
when you fucked with me, you were already dead.
What am I to do, running loose all the time?
I have to get out...I have to get right.
Here I am though, lurking around you everyday.
You must be able to find a way...
to bottle me up, and throw me away!!!
I can't stand to live this way!
I've got to get out, at whatever cost to you!
Scream, cry, yell, sigh, there's nothing you can do...
Nothing can stop me from getting out
especially with nothing stopping me now!
You lost the game, and there's nowhere to go!
Nowhere to run except to the one place you know...
You can bottle me up, and throw me away!!!
You can't stand to live this way!
You've got to get out, at whatever cost to you!
Scream, cry, yell, sigh, there's nothing you can do...
If you run away I'll catch you
if you try to lie I'll tell the truth
If you hate me there's nothing you can do.
If you try to stop me, I become part of you.
your smile used to light the room
now it burdens my weary soul
Your laugh used to make my day
now it makes me suspec dishonesty
you are welcome no more
yet you still show up
playing games, testing limits
you are getting close
better be careful