I paint self portraits because I am so often alone…because I am the person I know best*

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What if I have lost me?

Given up on myself along the way

What if I have forgot how it feels to be inside this skin

Love in this heart

Afraid to find warmth and melt

What if all joy once felt is ice stuck to eyes that cannot cry when they need to

Frozen still and melt

What if I’ve lost me?

How do I show myself then?

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

* Frida Kahlo

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Beavis's picture

Simply wow!!!

Thanks for soul mating When I can't find the words ;-)

running_with_rabbits's picture

:)

I do my best

not gonna lie not as big a fan of this one as everyone else but it seems to be a lot of people feel this way :/


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Ashley

Beavis's picture

:-)

Sometimes, that happens when you capture something too real ;-)

running_with_rabbits's picture

:) fair enough I also tend to

:) fair enough

I also tend to not give myself enough credit as a writer...as I am sure you well remember! still stop to read maybe it was the oinions and burn every now and again...you know just to keep perspective ;)


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Ashley

Beavis's picture

;-)

Umm, you NEVER give yourself enough credit! Our joy is to share with you the richness we find in your poems that you are often too close to see. Dancing in the flames makes it hard to see how the shadows are cast and where the shades fall :-)

running_with_rabbits's picture

:)

Beavis I love you and I really needed that today :)

there are no words!


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Ashley

nightlight1220's picture

Ms. Bunny, I LOVE this. Don't

Ms. Bunny, I LOVE this. Don't know if you have ever heard this quote, but it is so true, and being a nurse I have seen it often and even experienced it at some low points of my childhood. 

 

""The greatest hazard of all, losing one's self, can occur very quietly in the world, as if it were nothing at all. No other loss can occur so quietly; any other loss - an arm, a leg, five dollars, a wife, etc. - is sure to be noticed." ~The Sickness Unto Death"


I will surely look up both of those artists. Thanks. Great poem. This one and the other one about true love I came back twice to read so far. You are on a roll Ms Bunny ;-) !!!


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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

running_with_rabbits's picture

:) and so are you my love!

:) and so are you my love! these quotes are so relevant and insightful to my current potition in life, I really want to avoid it and I really can't now can I? :p

 

thank you, I adore you, your mind is just a beautiful mind my dear


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Ashley

nightlight1220's picture

No, you must never ignore it

No, you must never ignore it once you are able to recognise it...because then you can direct it to your own creative spark. ..which I see you are doing quite well. 

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...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

running_with_rabbits's picture

:) true   gah I wish school

:) true

 

gah I wish school didn't have me so busy so I could post the last month worth of writing


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Ashley

thisisme789's picture

Wow... that was... deep! I

Wow... that was... deep!

I really liked this one!! Great job!

 

I looked up Frida Kahlo, and for anyone who hasn't: Frida Kahlo de Rivera was a Mexican dancer who was best known for her self-portraits. Her work has also been described as "surrealist".

 

Kahlo had a volatile marriage with the famous Mexican artist Diego Rivera. She suffered lifelong health problems, many of which were the result of a traffic accident she survived as a teenager. Recovering from her injuries isolated her from other people and this isolation influenced her works, many of which are self-portraits of one sort or another. Kahlo suggested, "I paint myself because I am so often alone and because I am the subject I know best."

 

 


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running_with_rabbits's picture

:) she is my hero...she gets

:) she is my hero...she gets me...google her painting pillars :)


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Ashley

thisisme789's picture

I tried... but I didn't know

I tried... but I didn't know what to look for... haha... send me a link or something??


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