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Depressed
I think of you all the time
I cant get your face out of my mind
Your essence is still in these walls
A better life before our fall
I love you so much and you hurt me so bad
That I get enraged, so of course I'm mad
But I have to walk on eggshells to see my son
Though as crazy as it seems, I still think you're the one
I always knew we'd be together as if I knew our horoscopes down to the letter
I gave my all to you, My good and my bad
But at the end of the day I feel I neglected what I had
You were no saint and sometimes wickedly mean
We had a connection that even others could see
To end it all and just throw it away seems easy for you, but I'm dying each day
Each day I dont sleep next to you My soul feels worn through
I can hear you, see you, smell and taste you
I miss you so bad, I dont know what to do
Another morning passes I dont see my son...
His smiling face now just a memory of what was
I hate missing out on his glowing warmth and radiant soul
Now as his father, I dont even play a role
Depressed...depression is a word that just doenst come close
To describe what I feel now that I've lost what I love most
I don't understand or comprehend...but now there's a hole that just won't mend
